You're My Home // Bucky Barnes// The Winter Soldier

Chapter 69

A/N: okay! Warning! This chapter is going to be an 18+ chapter if ya get my gist ;)

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Janes POV

I said it- I just told him I loved him. I do love him but now I'm starting to second guess saying it out loud since he's looking at me like I'm crazy.

I just sat letting him process it.

Before I could even comprehend what he was doing he leaned in quickly and kissed me passionately. He was kissing me and I gave him the invitation to slide his tongue in. We were full-on making out at this point and then he pulled away all of a sudden aggressively.

"What?" I question getting anxious again at his sudden abrupt pause.

"I love you too."

I just broke into the biggest smile ever and pulled him back into the kiss.

He cupped my face as he kissed me and it started getting heated as we laid on the ground over the pillows and blanket. His hands started traveling all along my body desperately like he didn't know where he wanted them. He explores me slowly trailing his arms down to my waist as I'm tugging on the roots of his hair causing a satisfying moan to escape from his lips.

He starts moving his hands slowly under my shirt and gripping my waist as he starts kissing my neck. I throw my head back enjoying the feeling.

"We should stop, " he whispers near my ear a bit out of breath before continuing to kiss my neck.

He's right but I can't help the feeling of his soft lips on my neck; the feeling of his breath lingering on my neck sending chills all over my body.

"I know, " I manage to get out.

He doesn't pull away though and neither do I at first.

"I don't wanna stop," I say breathlessly.

I pull away a millimeter eventually only to kiss him. We stayed making out basically until I pulled back to look at him all flustered.

"Do you?" I ask as I notice the candles in the darkroom making his skin glow yellow but his eyes remain the same blue I love.

"I want to..." I say slowly trying to find the words without directly saying them.

He looks at me breathless for a second.

"Yes," he says with a sigh. "But-I just...don't think it's such a good idea to do that right now."

"Why?" I ask confused.

"I rather we wait. I just don't want to..rush things."

I sigh and nod looking away feeling embarrassed.

"But there are other things we can do, " he says turning my chin to look at him getting closer to me with a smirk.

"You sure you still know your way around?" I tease.

He looks at me like I just offended him and just pulls me harshly crashing his lips onto mine.

He starts trailing kisses down my neck aggressively while placing his hand on my cheek for leverage. He trails back to my lips kissing me once more before he lifts and removes my shirt making me giggle. He soon starts planting lustful kisses all over my body.

"May I?" he asks pausing right below my stomach to look up at me as I feel my heart start to pick up the pace from anticipation.

I nod back at him and he goes forward with undoing my shorts as he leaves softer kisses on my lower stomach.