The Boys Oneshots Part 2

The Confession (NXJ)

Josh's POV

I can't keep this hidden anymore. I don't know how I made it 2 years with out them finding out. I'm here sitting in my bed trying to think straight but I can't (ironic isn't it XD ) I've liked Narrator for a while now but I know he'll never like me back. He's the definition of straight. I think for a bit before wiping the few tears that escaped my eyes then call him.

"Hey Josh , what's up?" He asked and I felt my heart break a bit. "H-Hi N-Narrator , can y-you come over pl-please?" My voice was shacking badly but I tired to calm myself. "Oh sure hun , what's wrong?" Hearing his voice made me feel safe , I don't know why but even his normal voice made me feel this way. "I-I just n-need to talk t-to you." "I'll be right over hun , I love you." He said then hung up. He doesn't love me. He doesn't care. He's only my friend for sympathy. I felt tears roll down my face but I had to stay strong , crying is for babies and I'm not a baby.

Narrators POV

I'm worried for Josh , he hasn't been himself lately. Usually he's cracking jokes and hanging out for a while after recordings but now he seems so sad and hurt , when we finish recording he leaves immediately not talking to anyone. After he hung up I drove as fast as I could to his house. I knocked on the door and his roommate Kristy answered.

"Hey Kristy is Josh here ? I need to talk to him." She smiled lightly and let me in. I walked to his room and didn't even think to knock. I saw him sitting on his bed just crying. It broke my heart so much to see him like this. I sat next to him and held him close to my chest. "Hey hey love , I'm here now. Are you ok?" I questioned softly. He sniffled and buried his head in my chest "I'm s-sorry I c-couldn't be st-strong for you." He cried as I held him. "No no love , you're so strong. You've put up with the bullshit that the world throws at you and that makes you extremely strong." I kissed his forehead softly. "Now what was it you wanted to talk about?" He pulled away and took a deep breath. "I-I'm p-pansexual. I understand if y-you want t-to leave." I watched the tears stream down his face "Baby love no , I'll stay with you no matter what. You're a human being and it doesn't matter who you love or what you identify as or even how many people you love. As long as you're happy and not hurting then it's ok. You deserve the world and I'm sorry I can't give it to you." He hugged me tight and then did something that shocked me. He kissed me! I wasn't sure how to react but I melted into the kiss because this was something I'd been wanting since we met. "I love you Narrator." He said softly after pulling away. "I love you too but there's something you should know , I'm transgender. I was born a girl but I've always known I wasn't. I'm sorry I didn't tell you before but I was scared how you'd react." I looked down but he cupped my face in his hands then kissed me again.

"You don't have to be sorry fo knowing who you really are. People are born in the wrong bodies sometimes but you're still human. I'll love you no matter what you identify as. A wise man once told me , It doesn't matter who you love , or how many you love or what you identify as long as you're happy , and being treated well." I let a few tears fall and Josh gently wiped them away. "You are mine and I am yours." He said then sat in my lap.

I had to re type all of that because it's not letting me copy and paste it from my notes. It pisses me off but I'll figure it out.