The Boys Oneshots Part 2

If We Have Each Other ExN

I'm 25 , my folks are getting and I know they don't have forever  and I'm scared to be alone. So I'm thankful for Eddie even though sometimes we fight. When life wasn't that easy he's the reason I survived.

Grants POV

I can't believe I'm twenty five now. It feels weird though. Like I shouldn't really be this age. Aging is strange if I'm being completely honest. One minute you're six years old learning to ride your bike and the next you're twenty five working a nine to five trying to pay your rent. I'm just happy that I have Eddie with me. He's the only reason I've made it this far , if it was my choice then I would've given up a long time ago.

I think about giving up all the time. Like what if I just delete my channel , change my name and move to Canada. Sadly Eddie won't allow me to do that. He says I'm too important to everyone around me but I don't see it. Sitting at my desk all day trying to edit until it's time to go to work , I fucking hate this but I keep it to myself. No one needs to know your pain Grant. My house is like a prison , the only time I really leave it so go to work. Even then I'm there for around eight hours everyday only really getting Saturdays off. Eddies rarely home either though. Usually out with friends but he tries to spend as much time with me as he can. "I love you." Isn't heard from either of us very often.

I tired of feeling trap from work to home. It's so physically and emotionally draining. I don't even feel real emotions anymore. What is happiness?? At my desk like always as Eddie comes in and sits on my lap.

"Babe , we have to talk." My heart almost stopped when I heard how serious he sounded. "Is this about me not being home? I'm really sorry I just never have time. Please don't be mad at me." I've felt so numb so long and it feels weird now. Showing emotions like this , who even am I? "Look at me Grant. You work yourself to the bone every single day! It's outrageous. You need a break for you not just physically but mentally." I didn't realize I was crying until he wiped away the tears from my cheeks. "I'm sorry hun I really am. I just don't get breaks often and I can't afford to lose this jo-" he cut me off with a kiss.

"That's partially why I'm in here. I may or may not have signed with a group of youtubers for us both." I don't even what I should feel right now. Should I be happy? Should I be angry? I'm so confused and it's scaring me. "Who did you sign with?" my heart almost stopped as he said the name , "Well they call themselves The Boys but their names are JoshDub , Mully and Juicyfruitsnacks. I've talked with them for a bit and they all seem really nice." Eddie had a soft smile on his face as he laid his head on my shoulder. I have actually heard of these guys before and part of me wants to be excited but I'm also scared what if I say something and they get mad or even fire me?? That could lead to my entire channel dying. I'm terrified. He gives me a look of confusion as he picks his head up. "I know I should of talked to you first but this kind of opportunity doesn't come everyday babe. I promise this will be fun , they do the same kind of content that we do so it's basically keeping our old stuff but with a few minor adjustments." I'm feeling something that I haven't felt in years , excitement. It feels like forever since I was actually excited over something but this is new.

I hugged him tight as I let out everything I had been holding back for the past years. All the tears I hadn't been able to let out and all the anger that had boiled up inside me was out in the open now. Eddie said nothing as I finally vented to him , which is really what I wanted. He just sat there and listened to me. "I love you so much Grant , I know I don't get to tell you that often but I really do. If you weren't with me I don't even want to know what would happen." His lips crashed against mine and we fell out of my chair onto the floor. Our lips never parted even as we tried to reposition our bodies. Hands groping and feeling every inch of each other as if to make up for all the lost touch between us.

Hehe no smut for you! This took me a good bit since I've started school and all that shit. Feels good to finally have a new chapter out.