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Josh's POV

   Walking into my bedroom I hear someone singing. I knew it was Mully because is voice was like the purest honey to me , I smiled as I went into the bathroom. "Open up your eyes and see like me. Open up your plans and damn you're free , now look into your heart and you'll find love , love , love , love."

  "You sound great my love." I say and I'm guessing he didn't know I was there because he gasped in surprise. "Uhh thanks Josh , what are you doing here? I thought you were with Ayden." "Jeez I just wanted to compliment you , don't be such a bitch." I laughed jokingly but I heard him sniffle. "Mull , are you crying?" Hearing hun cry broke my heart and I hated that I did this to him. "I'm sorry for being a bitch." He cried softly which really hurt. 

   I stepped into shower with him even though I was still fully clothed. He was sitting with his knees tucked to his chest crying. "Aww baby , I'm sorry." I sit in front of him and he sits in my lap which was kind of awkward with him being completely naked but I don't care. Looking at his thighs I see pretty fresh cuts and I gasp. "Mully , look at me. Why would you do this to yourself??" I ask but he just cries harder "I'm sorry. I know I'm a fuck up , I just wanted to take away the pain. I'm sorry." I hold him close to my chest and kiss his head gently. 

  "Mully you're not a fuck up. I know how it feels to want it to end. Wanting the pain to end , wanting to stop making people have to deal with you because I've been there." I roll up my sleeve to show healed over cuts all down my arm and wrist. "The only reason I stopped is because I met you. You're the reason I'm here. I promise you that I'll always be here to help you through this. It sucks that you have to deal with this but you have me so hopefully it makes it a little better." He wraps his arms around me and sighs softly. "Thank you Josh. I love you." That's all he said before getting up and turning off the shower. I got up too before grabbing us towels. He hugs me as I get clean clothes , we both laid down in bed after getting dressed and I hold him. "I love you Mull." I said quietly as his eye lids became heavy and he fell asleep.


Short and sweet but kinda cringe. I hope you liked this. :]

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