The Boys Oneshots Part 2

You Deserve Better (ExJ)

Ok so before I start this I want to say something. I know in some of these stories I portray Kristy and even some of the other girls/boys in a bad light but I want you to know that I love all of them so dearly. I'd never want them to seem like bad people. This is all just for shits and giggles , if you don't like them then you can keep it to yourself or leave. 😊

Josh's POV

Siting in my studio on the phone with the boys I got a phone call. I smiled when I saw it was Kristy , my girlfriend, of course I ended the boys call and answered hers. It was a video call and she didn't look very happy.

"Hey princess, what's with the long face?" I ask slightly sad to see her like that. "I don't want to be with you anymore." She said bluntly and I felt my heart shatter into a million pieces. "W-What?? Did I do something wrong? Please Kristy I'll change , just tell me what I did!" Tears stream down my cheeks as she just stares at me. "No. We're done , I don't like you. You're too short and too clingy , also your body is just bleh. Don't talk to me , don't text or call me." Just as suddenly as she said that she hung up. Tears fell down my cheeks onto my desk in front of me. I'm too ugly for her. I'll never be enough.

I wiped away my tears and pushed away the thought before joining back into the boys call. There was only one person left in the call , I guess they all had to do something. My eyes landed on the one boy there , Eddie , of course he's be there. He's the one that actually cares about me. The only one that will text me asking if I'm ok. All the others only text when they need content. Seeing him there in his orange bandana pulling back his beautiful , almost black hair made me almost forget that I was crying. I'm guessing he heard me join back because he looked back at the screen after fixing his hair and smiled lightly at me. "Hey Josh welcome back , the rest of the boys had stuff to do. How are you?" He asked with a soft expression on his beautiful face. I'm the type of person that I'll be ok for a bit but the second you ask if I'm ok I will break down.

Eddies POV

Josh finally joined back into the call and I felt my heart flutter. I've been wanting to tell him that I'm in love with him but I just can't. He has Kristy and I know he's straight (hehehe he's not) I just can't bring up the courage. "Hey Josh welcome back , the rest of the boys had stuff to do. How are you?" I ask and see a tear fall from his perfect , ocean blue eyes. It hurt me to see him like this. I love him with all my heart even if he doesn't feel the same. I'm guessing he could see the worry in my face because he quickly wiped away the tear and gave me a soft smile. "Uhh long day of editing will do this to you." Now I'm not one that is good at picking up on peoples emotions but I could easily tell he was holding something in.

"Josh what's going on? You're not yourself." I ask while looking at the screen. He turned off his camera but I heard him sniffle. That is what hurt most , hearing him cry and knowing I'm unable to hold him in my arms. I want to hold him , to hear his breathing while he lays on my chest , to feeling my hands run through his soft hair and let him vent about everything. God I love this man but I know even if he did love me it's just as a friend.

Josh's POV

Damnit! He can hear me cry. I don't want him to see how weak I am. I love him so much but I know he only thinks of me as a friend. "Please don't tell me you're fine. I know you , I know when you're not ok. Please just talk to me Josh , I love you." That sentence played over and over in my mind. I love you. It doesn't sound real but it is. "I'm not enough for anyone. You don't love me , this is all just for pity. You don't need to pretend." More warm tears rolled down as I panicked. I messed up. He hates me now.

I looked up and Eddies beautiful, chocolate brown eyes were glossy with tears. "Josh listen to me. You're an amazing person, you're more than enough. And I mean this my full heart , I love you. I have for the longest time now but I've been too scared to admit it." He said , I felt something that I had never actually felt with Kristy. That is the feeling of Love. I always felt so empty with her , like she was just using me for my fame. "I love you too Eddie. I can't believe that you'd ever go for someone like me though. You could do so much better , what about that girl you film with all the time , Gabby?" I asked but he shook his head. "No mi amor , I only want you. I don't even like girls and Gabby is a lesbian so that would never happen. I'm sorry that I can't be there to hold you but I promise that the second I'm able to I'll fly down to you and show you all of the love I have for you." I pushed away all of those horrible, dark thoughts and replaced them with thoughts of my Mexican. Woah that is something I've always wanted to say , My Mexican. I blush at the thought and Eddie chuckles.

"Someone's thinking about me aren't they?" He asked with a smirk. Still blushing like a mad man I nodded lightly. Eddie blew me a kiss and I swear I could explode that very minute. "How about you and I have a bit of fun since we're already here." Hearing those words made me bite my lip to try and hold back my moans but I failed and one slipped as I softly grind on my desk chair. "Well it seems my little boy is impatient. You better slow down before I have to teach you a lesson." Holy fuck he's hot. I just want him to bend me over this desk and....

If I feel like making a part two then I will. It will be smut so if you don't like it then you can leave. Byeee