Dear diary,
Life is full of challenges but I couldn't fulfill mine. I was lost in my own thoughts I didn't understand how life worked and when the lights went out it all made sense...I didn't belong in this world so, I took myself out of it...
D: hey! Time for sophomore year of college are you ready?!
J: can I just not go?
D: what do you mean? Your going, now go take a shower you reek.
*i nod and grab clothes and go in the bathroom*
*it's been a few months since n-ness did it. I can't handle it anymore. I stopped talking to everyone. My sisters my parents my friends EVEN BRYCE! The only people that know are her parents my sisters Anna and Blake. I get out of the shower and get dressed. I bring my bags down and put them in the car*
C: bye...*she says with teary eyes and I have a flashback*
Flashback 💭
J: BABY STOP! *i laugh so hard as she's tickling me*
N: finneeee I'll stop.
*I sit up and put her on my lap*
J: I love you, you know that right?
*she looks down and tears up*
J: hey hey what wrong?
*silence*
J: do you not love me?
N: of course I love you it's just I- it's nothing...
N: are you ready to go back to college?
J: that's what this is about, baby I told you I would visit you. Birthdays, holidays, and weekends I'll come down I promise you.
*she nods and digs her head into my chest*
J: I love you *i whisper*
N: I love you too.
*end of flashback💭*
J: I'll be back charli, I'm gonna visit birthdays holidays and maybe weekend I'll come down I promise you.
*I said as that's what I said to Nessa*
D: bye bro!
*she hugs me and everyone else joins. Soon we pulled away and I say bye then get in the car and drive off*
Thoughts:
I'm gonna see you soon baby I promise.
End of thoughts
*after several hours of driving I finally get to campus and go to my dorm lay down and go on my phone*
*KNOCK KNOCK*
?: hey are you Jaden? Hossler?
J: yea what's it to you?
?: I'm uh I'm your new dorm mate.
J: why where's Blake?
?: don't know who that is but if he's not here then he either dropped out or switched rooms.
J: oh....anyways what your name?
?: Kio, Kio cyr. Um where can I put my stuff?
*I look down and see his bags on the ground in front of him and him holding a bear*
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