Frost & Fire

Chapter 36 (Bucky)

Thinking about the last couple of days I couldn't believe my luck. Or that I'd actually done what I had. For one thing Tony was right, I had known her since she was young. Not as young as Steve or even Bruce had known her. For another she was married. But they were both okay with it and that made me wonder if something was wrong, or right with their marriage.

I did learn though not to look up polyamorous or Dom and sub when on Google, Abigail had said that was what their relationship was like and I thought do some old fashioned research. That had failed horribly the first time I saw a video pop up for Dom and sub and it showed a man wearing a spandex suit with a ball gag in his mouth getting his cock slapped by a whip. Pain was okay with me but that seemed a little extreme.

Steve sat down on one of the chairs opposite me on the porch and passed me a beer. "I think we need to talk a little."

"Oh? Let me guess, you're about to tell me I'm wrong for having a relationship with Abigail?" I knew it wasn't a question of if I would get a talking to by Steve, but a matter of when.

"It is wrong. She is married, Buck, to a god for...well for Gods' sake! And you're doing what exactly? Having sex with her when he's back on Jotunheim?"

"It's a little more complicated than that actually." I took a sip and said. "There are things we can do, things that help me keep the Soldier in check. I'm not going to get into the details--"

"Thank God."

"--But I can tell you that it does help. When I leave one of our sessions, it's like working out and therapy at the same time."

"But how can you be with her when she's with someone else? Doesn't that bother you at all?"

"If they weren't okay with it then yes it would. But we've all talked it out and we've agreed to this arrangement. Because of that I don't feel any guilt or anything close to what you think I need to feel." Steve just stared at me for a moment and I waited for him to say something. To get mad or get nasty about the relationship. But somehow he didn't. And that was almost too heavy a weight to bear.

Instead he got up and stared at me for a second before walking away, shaking his head.

"Need a drink Wolfie?" Abby asked as she came walking onto the cement holding a beer.

"Is everyone trying to get me drunk?" I asked.

"Well, I thought maybe loosen you up, lower your inhibitions and see where the night goes."

"Oh, you don't have to get me drunk for that." I said looking at her through hooded eyes. I knew we were going to need another session soon, I was already getting antsy. I needed this, needed another chance to control the Soldier so he can't control me.

"Maybe not, but drunk you could be fun."

"I don't get drunk anymore."

"Because you have self control?" she asked almost sadly.

"No, thanks to the serum. Once I was injected with it something in the chemical cocktail that was used increases my metabolism so I can move faster, be more agile and such. And because of the increase it makes anything I put in my body metabolize quicker than it did before."

"Well fuck that would suck monkey balls."

"Why...nevermind. Yes, it does suck."

She stared for a second and said "How about if we go get undercovers?"

"You really want another session so soon?" I asked in disbelief.

"Of course, do you not want another one?" she seemed timid now, almost too shy to ask and I figured I must have given her the impression that I didn't want anything to do with her after our last one.