chapter twenty-three

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y'all i just made the worst mistake of my life...
i read in another life. bokuaka.
IM SO FREAKING SAD PLEASE IVE BEEN SOBBING SO MUCH EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT IT I CANT EVEN FUNCTION ANYMORE-
NOT ONLY THAT BUT I MADE THE MISTAKE TO PUT THE SONG 'THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY (in another life)' BY KATY PERRY SLOWED AND NOW I CANT LISTEN TO THAT SONG WITHOUT CRYING
i'm regretting all my life decisions at the moment i'm such a mess-
i finished reading the galaxy is endless and oikawas last wish as well-
i'm dead.
someone send help.

I should have called out earlier. I sense a titan grab the commanders arm and run away on all fours. I know he's gonna be missing his arm soon.

He won't die. Right? No. He's too stubborn to die. He's too... selfish. I cant explain it any other way. He wants what he wants before he dies and he's too stubborn to die before that. He won't die.

I force myself to turn away while some of the other cadets stare in shock. I sense another cadet kill the titan holding him, but Erwin's arm comes off as the titan falls.

That's gotta hurt like a bitch.

I then proceed to sniff out whatever's happening, so i'm not just standing here like food to a titan. Eren and Mikasa are pretty far away. I sense lots and lots of panic.

Lots of people are ready to piss their pants.

Not surprising.

Not surprising at all.

I keep on mapping out everything that is happening. Captain Levi is killing as many titans as ever. I can sense multiple people dying to a titans hand. I sense Reiner... throwing titans? (weird flex but okay)

Then, something catches my attention. Or
should I say, someONE.

I sense a cadet coming my way with... Trigger. And gear. But Trigger! I feel my face light up at the smell of my lovely horse.

"Cadet L/n!" the boy says, saluting.

"I- wow I feel real professional when you do that. You don't have to, I'm not that important." I assure him and he laughs a bit before handing me my gear and my horse.

"TRIGGER! OHMYGODIMISSEDYOUSOMUCH!" I said in one long breath. The other cadet was long gone, probably weirded out. It's not like I can blame him. Then, I sense something else while putting on my gear.

Jean and Armin.

They're in danger.

"Trigger! Hate to cut our little reunion short, but we gotta go!" I say, hopping on and galloping towards the cluster of trees. I sense a titan in front of Armin who is attempting to fend it off whilst holding an unconscious Jean. The titan is getting closer and closer to the pair and I can sense Armin's fear from here.

"HEY YOU UGLY ASS TITAN! TURN AROUND BITCH!" I yell, slicing its neck before it can even process what I said. I sense Armin's immediate relief.

"Y/n! Oh my god, thank goodness!" Armin sighs in relief, slumping against the tree behind him.

"Your welcome," I say. Armin lifts an eyebrow.

"You're not goodness. More like sarcasm." he says and I roll my eyes.

"Just be thankful," I huff, calling over another horse and ask for some water. Another one (bites the dust) comes over and I gently pour a little bit of water on Jean's face, waking him up in the process.

He blinks in confusion, sputtering out the water.

He was overreacting if you asked me.

"Finally decided to join us, huh Jeanboy?" I sway, snickering at his immediate confusion.

"Shut up. You have passed out way more times than I have." he groans, sitting up and holding his head.

"Well I'm just amazing, so I have a decent excuse. What's yours? Your horse instincts need you to take a nap? Well too bad." I say, laughing and he swats my arm.

"Shut up."

"Alright then. Bye!" I say, hearing him call out something along the lines of 'I won't miss you'. I roll my eyes because I know he will miss me.

Trigger and I then gallop away into the sunset, never to be seen again.
(jkjkjk i could never leave my besties sasha and mikasa😭)
ignore that.
aNYWAYS-

I took Trigger to head towards the place with more action so I could swing in and save the day. I hear a scream from my left and I sense a titan about to eat a fellow comrade.

"NOT ON MY WATCH!" I yell, latching my grapples onto the titans arm. In a flash, I swing around, spin in the air, and double slice the titans nape. The man falls onto the ground, and sends a thankful smile. I smile back, and smoothly land on Trigger.

I could lightly hear Mikasa and Eren crying in the background, but decide not to go there just to give them space.

I turn my attention elsewhere and continue killing the titans.

Slice after slice, I hear the titans fall, using my echolocation to see their flesh disintegrate before my eyes.

Other people swing in, and we all cut nape after nape. I'm sure I have lots of disintegrating blood on me, vanishing into smoke later on.

Out of nowhere, in the midst of flying towards a titan to slice its nape, I hear Eren scream out of frustration, and a 'thump' of flesh hitting flesh.

I freeze.

A blinding white flash appears in my eyes.

It was as if I were in a lightning bolt. All I could see was white. It was so bright. If I wasn't already blind, this would probably make me blind again.

How?

I shouldn't be able to see this. All i've ever seen is darkness. Blackness. I've never seen anything else.

My head pounds, and I drop the swords and grip my head. I scream bloody murder in agony.

I cant think clearly. The pain is overwhelming. It's too strong. I cant...

I cant function.

That's when everything went black again.

And I passed out.
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mistakes will be here 100%
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im really sorry for not posting, i've been busy and stressed, and i've had a writers block. love y'all and thank you for 11k views this is a dream come true!! <3

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