Penis Doodles On The Bathroom Walls Of Impermanence

Toyo

My Bf is so cute talaga. I asked for his social media accounts, which he happily obliged to surrender allowing me to check if he's fooling around with other girls. Wala naman akong nakita, but there's these girls who keep flirting with him; and by "flirting" I meant, yung nag-fa-flood reacts sa sharedposts niya. That's flirting, y'know? 'Cause it begins with the smol things.

Kaya nga nagagalit ako sa kanya 'pag nag-ha-heart react sa pics ng ibang babae, especially yung mga naka-bikini. That's why I ordered him to block girls that flirt with him or yun bang mga pinagseselosan ko.

Kaya ayun, ako na lang ang nag-iisang girl sa socmed accs niya, and I'm like so kilig kasi he's like Clint Bondad. Remember that? Yung isa lang yung finallow niya, si Catriona Gray lang. Like, uuugghh! Relationship goals! I know nagbreak sila and he got replaced by Sam, but the lesson there is that a man should be loyal and faithful.

He shouldn't be doing anything that would make me feel jealous kahit naman hindi niya talaga sinasadya. An ideal boyfriend kasi would always think about what I feel, prioritize my emotions; dapat iniisip niya na ako ay isang insecure bitch with inferiority complex who's not confident of my self and the love I'm giving him, kaya dapat h'wag siyang gumawa ng mga bagay that makes me feel insecure, kasi alam ko sa sarili ko na napakadali kong palitan because of how shitty I am.

But ain't gonna change that, I'm not improving myself. This is me. Besides, if mahal ka talaga nung guy, he'd accept you no matter what a fucking bitch you are.

Ang sarap talaga 'pag same vibes kayo; and by that I meant, he's too dumb to see his worth and is actually willing to settle for my entitled ass who's enjoying all this undeserved love and attention while I just be my shitty self.