Pangarap ko talagang magka-sex scandal. Not a planned one, where I publish it online for public consumption. Yun bang pina-Wally Bayola, yung na-leak kasi may nagnakaw daw.
I want that. In any sexual position, as long as with the opposite sex, at kitang-kita yung pagmumukha ko. Okay lang nakatago yung mukha nung partner ko, I'd like to protect her identity, basta yung akin talaga kitang-kita.
I want it not because of pleasure, but I want the controversial shame. Gusto ko yun. Yung pahiyang-pahiya ka na, na pati parents mo gusto kang ipagtabuyan. Para kasing may freedom yung ganun e. Wala ka nang hiya.
'Pag wala ka nang hiya, hindi ka na mahihiya. Goodbye, social anxiety.
Takot ako sa public speaking? Well I don't have to be, everyone has seen my dick already, together with my ugly-ass, pig-like, baby-making face. I've lost my dignity.
When you've hit the bottomost rock bottom, you won't be overthinking anymore about a more bottom part of that.
You're shameless, therefore care-free. Now you can just be yourself. That's where happiness comes from. That liberating freedom to embrace one's truest self.
Basta, ako, if ever nagka-sex scandal ako, I would accept all the shame, then after some time, I'd twist the plot of fate and turn my biggest shame to my biggest strength; by that I mean, gagawa ako ng YouTube channel and have my first vlog as "Me Reacting to My Sex Scandal Video. Nakakahiya! Ebarg! Cringe!"
I'd be, "Hi, guys, welcome to my vlog, today I'll make a reaction video patungkol sa nagawa kong sex video dati. Fun fact: alam n'yo ba, nung shinoshoot namin 'to, we were not expecting it to leak? It's been 5 months since the incident, at ngayon ko lang ulit s'ya papanuorin after humupa na yung hype. Dati kong napanuod 'to, hiyang-hiya ako, it was actually my brother unang nakaalam na may video pala ako. Nalungkot ako ng sobra nun. Tapos, naghanap ako ng copy, tsaka pinagjakulan ko. Anyway, ngayon, okay na. I think I'm ready to face it. Sigurado ako cringe neto, lalo na't during this time, shooting this video, kasama ko ex ko and pareho pa kaming naniniwala sa forever. Yuck. Enjoy po. Don't forget to click the subscribe button."
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