Book 1: Oh love, how could I forget~ (Lance Stroll)

Chapter 27: Reset

"Hmm" I suddenly woke up feeling a bit cramped and a freaking bad head ache. I opened my eyes and realized I was in Stroll's car. Fuck.

"You awake now?" He asks with his raspy voice as he just wakes up as well.
"Where are we?" I'm not sure what happened and how I got here. It'd be best if I leave before whatever he says anything. "Parking of the hotel"
I was looking around looking for my bag.
"Did you see my bag?" I asked while looking st the sides.
"Its in the front" He points.
"Ok. Thanks." I grabbed it and tried to open the car door.
"Wait" He says but I pretended I didn't hear him.
I closed the car door and hurried to find the nearest elevator.
But Lance caught the elevator and joined me.

"I said wait! Why can't I even talk to you?" He increasingly gets annoyed again.
"There's nothing to talk about" I said as I look at the steel bars of the elevator door. Shit. Why did we have to be so high up. This is going to take a while.

"We have so much to talk about! Why did you leave? We— we were having so much fun the day before that how could you leave in a flash!" He asks as he recollects the moments before that incident.
"Are you seriously asking me that??" This headache sucks but this conversation is not going to get better.
"What? What do you mean? YOU! You left me and even left me the letter! Without any explanations!" At this point he was real mad and holds my arm for me to face him.
"Look me in the eye and tell me you were just lying" He leans down meeting my eyes.

Fuck. Those eyes. I suddenly hear my heart beating so loudly. Why. Why are like this.

"Lance Stroll. how could you? Really? Coming from you? You're the one who lied to me! You're the one who should be apologizing right now! You!" I said holding back my tears.

ting~

The elevator opens. Thank God.
I push Lance to get away from his grip and hurried to my room. "Are you seriously running away. Can't you just tell me what happened" He says as he follows me. I continued walking but he pins me to the wall with my arms crossed on top of my head. Fuck. Why is this position so erotic.

"I didn't lie to you" His eyebrows meet visibly confused.
"Don't fuck with me Stroll"
I'm pissed, sad, sick, emotional but fuck why is he so hot right now.
"Tell me so I can understand!" He says
"No you tell me what exactly this is Stroll. I'm done with this so let me go"
"Why so you can run to Charles is that it??"
I was trying to move my hands but I couldn't. He was too strong.
"What?! Since when did Charles get involved in this??"
"Tell me if you went and slept with him already"
"Stroll! What the fuck are you talking about??"
"Have you??" He raises his tone.
"No! Why would I eve—"

And there he finally kissed me.
He kissed me so hard that I couldn't even resist.
I can think of so many ways to run away from this... but I can't.
As much as I hate it, as much as I was hurt..
I needed this, I needed him.
I wanted it and I have missed it.
I can't even deny how hot I'm feeling right now
Conveniently the wall where I was pinned at was also near his room.

Our kiss has never stopped since it began.

From the wall towards his bed, I couldn't stop myself from responding back to his kiss and his touch.

"Stroll" I muttered as he removed my hair tie and undressed me so quickly.
"You don't know how much I missed you" he places a kiss almost every corner of my neck down to my breasts. "Oh fuckk" he knows how to please me.
I moaned to his every touch.
It was like I'm melting by the touch of his fingertips.
I can hear my heart beating so fast and our breathing has come to match phases.
"Babee" the way he whispers and sends so much chills down my spine. I couldn't get enough of him.

His first thrust made me shout in pleasure.
It's been a while and I almost forgot how he feels.
I can feel the pressure building up on my body as he grinds faster and holds my waist tightly.

The ecstatic feeling when our bodies become one made me moan like crazy. "Hooooo fuckk" he says as he comes while he's still inside me.

He lays down beside me but I wasn't done yet.
I flipped over him and kissed him.
He responded quickly by holding my waist. I removed his condom and changed into another one and slipped it in. Now I was the one moving. Fuck. it felt like I was dancing on top of him.
I feel him getting hard again.
"Ahhhh Stroll... don't ahhh" I stuttered. I was getting slow on moving so he helped moved my waist and it was hitting me on the right spots.
"Fucking— beautiful ughhh" He groans as I feel I'm getting tighter every move I make.
"how are you getting tighter shitt" he moans as I turn around and do a reverse cowgirl. He understands the position and cups my breast. Kissing my back and giving me little sparks that sends me to my edge.
"I'm closee" I moaned curses. This position hits me good enough and he takes advantage of it. He softly pulls my hair back. "Ahhhh~"

Morning after the sexcapade~

First thing Lance sees as he wakes up is Lily near the windows. Wearing a satin robe while one of her shoulder's exposed. The light has hit her so good. Her neckline was pretty and so was her side profile. Her hair falls perfectly and he was just speechless.

Lily hears the ruffles of the sheets and looks over her shoulder and sees Lance waking up.
"You're awake?" She asks.
"Uhh yeah" he sits up and scratches his head

"So.. I've been thinking... how about we take a reset?" She says quite softly.

Lance suddenly wakes up from his daydream. He thought.. Did he just hear her correctly? Is he still dreaming or is this really happening. His heart flutters and gets excited. He was ready to answer but then she speaks again.. and this time his heart drops.

"I mean.. sex has always been great but how about we see each other.. you know for sex and stuff.. like friends with benefits?"

"friends with what— Lily—" Lance lost his train of thought. He understood what she said but at the same time he's disturbed and confused. What the heck happened he thought.

"or not? Its fine if you don't want to" She looks back to the windows.

Fuck it he thought. If she slips away from him again, he wouldn't be able to take it. He lost her once, he doesn't want to lose her again.

"Yeah.. yeah sure.. for sure.." He says as he sighs to himself. He didn't want her to be with someone else so this was still a better option than nothing.. than the idea of her spending time with another man.

"that's great. We need to set some ground rules though" She smiles and looks at him.

"1. We can see each other whenever we're free we just have to communicate frequently"

"You can suggest anything" Lily says as she gets coffee.

Lance was still in bed.. trying to process everything
"Uh.. how about while at work?"
"I guess we can do something about it as long as its not gonna affect work" she says.

"2. We should stop once somebody gets in a relationship

3. No sleeping in the bed.. I mean.. after.. I think we should just strictly meet for sex"

"I have something to add" Lance suddenly thinks of an idea he can use in the future.

"4. We can call this off anytime" He says. Interesting suggestion which made Lily a little sad but she faked a smile. "yeah sure"

"5. Let's keep this a secret" it was her last request.

He didn't like the idea of being a scarlet letter but he had to obey her request. It was the only way to keep her with him until he finds out what exactly happened that resulted her running away from the relationship they could've had.