Shawn Mendes Imagines

Mr. Perfectly Fine pt.2

A/N: tbh I wasn't gonna do a pt 2, but someone in the comments requested one so here it is :)

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Y/N's POV

It's been two days since the whole coffee shop incident, and I've been thinking nonstop about what Brian told me.

What was I supposed to do? If I talk to Shawn, I might just be setting myself up for heartbreak again. I don't think I could handle jumping back into things, just for him to leave again.

But if do nothing and move on, would I spend the rest of eternity wondering 'what if'? Which scenario was worse?

I snap out of my thoughts and back into reality. Looking down at the broom in my hands, I realize that I had been mindlessly sweeping the same spot for like five minutes.

Just then, a text pops up on my phone. I put the broom down and walk over to check who it was. It was Brian.

Have you thought about talking to Shawn?

What? No, not all. It's not like that's been the only thing on my mind since that day. (Note the sarcasm).

Yeah...

I send my reply, unsure of what else to say. The dots appear for a brief moment, indicating that he was typing.

I'm having a party at my place tmr. Wanna come?

I bite my lip as I type a response, then delete it and type another. I hesitate before hitting send.

Will Shawn be there?

Dot dot dot. Stupid tiny dots. Taunting me, making fun of me.

Yes.

But you don't have to talk to him if ur not ready.

Without allowing myself time to overthink, I quickly tell him I'll be there.

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3rd person POV

Y/N arrives at the party, still unsure of what she was going to do.

"Hey, you came!" Brian greets her as she walks through the door.

"I was definitely considering not coming..."

"Things will be fine, just relax and have a drink." He places a cup in her hand and she takes a swig.

"Is uh... is he here yet?"

"No, not yet. I dunno what's taking him so long..."

She nods, drinking some more alcohol. Some people come up to say hi to Brian and he gives them each 'bro hugs'.

Unaware that Y/N would be at the party, Shawn walks in. Y/N sees him, but he doesn't see her yet.

Her heart sinks, as he greets people with his usual charming smile and his arm around another girl.

Just an arm could mean a lot of things but from what Y/N could see, it was obvious she was his date.

Y/N turns around, pushing past people and making her way further into the house, simply wanting to get away from that scene. She stops when she sees Brian.

"Are you really sure he misses me?"

He sees her clearly upset expression, and looks to where she was coming from. He sighs as the sight as she walks away.

"What have you done Shawn..." he mutters to himself, shaking his head.

Shawn notices his best friend and walks over to him with a smile, leaving his date.

"Hey man!"

"Who the hell is she?" he exclaims, motioning towards the girl standing in the front area.

"No one, why?"

"I was trying to help you! And now Y/N is pissed because she saw you walk in here with some random chick—"

"Y/N is here?! Why would she be here??"

"To talk to you!"

Shawn's eyes are wide with panic. The girl, (whatever her name was) walks over to him.

"Hey—"

Not paying her any mind, he walks away from her to go find Y/N.

After doing a lap around the entire place, he finds her on the balcony. She was alone, leaning against the edge. He approaches her.

"Y/N?"

She turns around quickly, startled by his voice. When she sees that it was Shawn, she turns back around, pressing her lips together.

"Hey... I didn't know you were coming," he says tentatively.

She doesn't respond, nor does she bother to look at him.

"Why did you want to talk to me?" Shawn asks.

"Why do you think?" Her words come out harsh, as she looks out at the city with her back still turned to him.

"Y/N—"

"Just leave, Shawn. Your date's probably waiting." Her tone is bitter as she says that last sentence.

"No. I want to know what you wanted to say to me."

"It's not important."

"Well, it obviously is. Why won't you just tell me?"

"Why do you care anyways? You obviously never cared about me." She speaks a little louder.

"Is that really what you think!?" he exclaims.

She turns around to face him.

"What the fuck am I supposed to think when you're here with her!?" she shouts.

"Why does it matter to you that I'm here with her?!" He raises his voice to match hers.

"Because I fucking love you Shawn! I'm still in love with you!" she explodes. There were tears in her eyes, as she breathes heavily.

Taken aback by her words, he's stunned for a moment. He then grabs her by the waist, pulling her towards him and kissing her firmly.

He wipes her tears away with his thumb, and then presses his lips to hers again.

"But what about—"

"Forget about her, I was an idiot. Y/N, I love you. It's only ever been you."

He wraps his arms around her, placing a gentle hand on the back of her head as she buries her face in his chest.

Placing a soft kiss on the top of her head, Shawn holds her like he never wanted to let go.

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A/N: aHh I actually kinda love this one 😶
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