Shawn Mendes Imagines

Scared

Y/N's POV

"I'm sorry Shawn I just can't do this anymore."

"What?"

I grab my coat and start walking towards the door.

"Wait Y/N!"

He catches up to me, putting a hand on my shoulder and making me look at him.

"What can't you do?"

My heart starts racing. "This! Us!" I exclaim.

I push open the door and immediately feel a gush of cold air. Shawn runs after me, grabbing my wrist.

"Shawn please just let me go," I say, trying to walk away.

"I can't do that," he says as my eyes meet his.

"You have to."

"But I can't. I love you."

I look down at my feet as my eyes begin to water. "Don't say that," I say, shaking my head.

"But I do," he insists.

I wriggle out of his grasp and keep walking to my car. He steps in front of me, blocking my way to the door.

"Shawn please I need to go."

"Why?"

"I can't handle this life! Your career, your fans—"

"My fans?"

"I've gotten threats Shawn."

"What!? You never told me they were threatening you!"

"It doesn't matter. The ones about me I didn't care about but a few of them started to mention my family. I can't do this."

"I'll quit. I'll quit everything. My career, my fans—" he pleads desperately.

"You know I can't let you do that."

"You're more important. I can't lose you."

"Shawn please.... just let me go."

He sighs, still not moving. "Look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me. Then I'll walk away."

I look at the ground again. I couldn't bring myself to do it, I couldn't look into those familiar brown eyes and tell him I don't love him. Because I do.

"I can't."

"So just come back inside please I'm begging you. We'll figure everything else out together."

"But Shawn-"

"Tell me what's bothering you. I'll do anything I can to fix it."

"I'm scared."

"Then we can get bodyguards or something if it makes you feel safe."

"No not like that Shawn," I say, exasperated.

"I'm scared of getting hurt, of getting my heart broken. I'm scared you're gonna wake up one day and realize I'm not good enough and that you want someone better." I choke on the last part as a tear rolls down my cheek.

"Y/N that's not gonna happen." He takes a step closer to me. "I love you. And I promise you, I'm not gonna break your heart."

He holds out his little pinky, making me giggle. He gives me a cute little smile and I interlock my pinky with his.

Shawn places both hands on my face and pulls me in for a kiss. Wrapping his arms around me, he rests his chin on the top of my head and I snuggle against his chest. He was right, we'd get through everything else together.

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A/N: hahaha anyone else get 'To All the Boys I've Loved Before' vibes at the end? (most of this imagine was dialogue so im sorry)