No words - Lando Norris

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was a couple of days after Mila and Lando visited his parents. Mila's memory was almost fully back which meant that she could get back to work. She was glad because she just didn't know what to do with herself, she needed something to keep her occupied, and just sitting around all day wasn't pleasing at all. It also meant that Lando could stop worrying about her, he was really sweet but sometimes he could get under her skin because he would be so overprotective. Overall Mila felt great, there was just one minor thing she had not yet talked about with Lando. Mila still needed to tell Lando that she might be pregnant, on that note, she still needed to make an appointment with the doctor. Mila had made an appointment online, and she saw the confirmation in her email. She put the appointment in her online agenda, but as soon as she pressed save, she felt her heart sink. Crap, her personal agenda was linked with Lando's just so they could plan everything better. Her heart pounded in her chest, she tried to delete the appointment but it was too late. "Babe? Why do you have an appointment at the doctor's tomorrow?" Mila closed her eyes, she knew that she needed to tell him right now, she couldn't stall it any longer because she didn't want to lie to him. She had hoped that she could go to the appointment alone and tell Lando afterward, but deep down she also knew that she needed Lando by her side.

Mila sat down on the couch and patted the spot next to her, signaling to Lando to sit down. Lando grabbed her hand, "Is something wrong?" Mila just shrugged her shoulders, because truth to be told, she didn't know if something was wrong or not. "You know how I have been throwing up and have been feeling tired all the time?" Mila waited for Lando until she was sure he had read everything, before continuing writing. "Your mum pointed out that it might be possible that I am pregnant.." Mila looked at Lando's face, trying to read him but she couldn't tell what he was thinking right now. "Pregnant... You might be pregnant.." Mila tried to read Lando's facial expression but she couldn't make anything of it. Lando snapped out of his daydream and put his hands on the sides of Mila's face, bringing her closer to him so he could kiss her. "Babe, that is amazing!" Mila pulled away, a bit confused, was Lando happy that she possible could be pregnant. "Lan, we don't know if I am, that is why I am going to the doctor tomorrow." Lando nodded his head, "Yeah, I know but the signs are there right?" Mila sighed and showed Lando a tight-lipped smile.

Lando's leg was bouncing up and down as they were sat in the waiting room. Mila put her hand on Lando's leg to try and calm him down, his leg causing her to feel nervous too. That was a lie, Mila was incredibly nervous, she was anxious because, to be honest, she was scared. Mila was scared for what was coming, everything that was happening right now was unknown territory. "Mila Jones?" Mila looked up at the nurse and stood up, giving Lando's hand a firm squeeze as they followed the nurse towards the examen room. The nurse showed them to the room, where the doctor was already waiting, and closed the door behind them when Mila and Lando stepped in. Mila's hands were getting sweaty, she let go of Lando's hand and wiped her palms on her jeans. Lando's hand wandered over Mila's lap to find her hand again, they looked briefly at each other and Mila gave Lando a small smile. "So what can I do for you two today?" The doctor asked as she was looking at something on her computer. "We think Mila might be pregnant." The doctor nodded and stopped typing, she stood up and walked to a cabinet, "Did you take an at-home pregnancy test?" Mila shook her head, "Alright, if you could go into the bathroom in the hallway and pee in this cup, the assistant will be with you in twenty minutes and take you back to my office for the results.

Lando sat down on the hard plastic chairs again, waiting for Mila to come back from the toilet. He grabbed his phone and answered some texts. His phone rang the display telling him it was his mother. "Hey mom," Lando said as he picked up. "Hey, darling, what are you up to?" Lando looked around to see if Mila was coming back," I'm at the doctor's office with Mila." Lando could hear the panic in his mother's voice. "Is everything alright? Is she sick?" Lando chuckled, "Don't worry mum, it's just.." There was a brief silence, "Mila might be pregnant," Lando could hear his mother sigh. "I know honey, I told Mila to do a pregnancy test, it's a good thing, right? You love her right?" Lando's heart beat a little faster. "Yeah, I guess it's a good thing, I'm kind of excited to find out. It's just that we haven't known each other for that long.." "When you know, you know Lan. I will let you get back to it. Let me know how it went, I love you. Tell Mila I love her as well." Lando's heart swelled with warmth, "Will do mum, Love you too, bye." Lando hung up the phone as he saw Mila walk out of the toilet and to the reception, she handed the assistant the cup and approached Lando.

Mila sat down next to Lando, "Everything alright?" Mila nodded, "Just nervous," Mila whispered while playing with Lando's fingers. Lando got butterflies in his stomach when he heard Mila speak, still getting used to hearing her voice. "I love it when you talk," Mila blushed, it happened without thinking, it sometimes scared her how comfortable Lando made her feel, but it was the confirmation she needed that Lando is the one. Mila made the I love you sign, which made Lando smile and kisses her cheek. "My mom called, by the way, she hopes everything goes well and I needed to tell you she loves you." Mila almost got tears in her eyes, it felt so nice that Lando's family took her in. The nurse came back to collect Mila and Lando, they walked back into the office, more nervous than before.

"So, sit down, I have the results." Mila and Lando looked briefly at each other, Lando gave Mila a reassuring smile, telling her that everything would be fine. "Mila, you are not pregnant." Mila looked at her lap, a silent sigh of relief rolled over her lips as she felt a big weight drop from her body. Lando was the first to speak up, "Oh, are you sure?" The doctor nodded and grabbed a piece of paper. "Yes, I'm sure. I'm sorry if it's not what you wanted to hear. I have some flyers with information, if you want to try and get pregnant?" The doctor handed them some flyers. "Then what was it? Mila has been sick the past couple of weeks and her period is late." The doctor looked at her computer again, "Well I read that Mila had an accident recently, with a concussion. It is very much possible that the concussion was the cause of the sickness, and your period can be late due to stress."  Mila felt numb, she couldn't identify her feelings right now, Lando briefly looked at his girlfriend "Well, thank you anyway." The doctor gave them a sympathetic smile and let them out of the office. The pair walked back to Lando's car , they both stepped in and sat there for a while. It was silent in the car, Mila just stared in front of her. She felt guilty, Lando looked so disappointed when the doctor told them she wasn't pregnant, but Mila couldn't help but feel relieved, and that made her feel awful."

"What's on your mind babe," Lando asked as he looked at Mila's face. Mila looked at him, the tears present in the corners of her eyes. Lando wiped his pointer finger underneath her eyes, trying to wipe the tears away that had escaped. "I feel so guilty Lan." Lando was confused as he didn't understand why she would feel guilty right now. "You were so happy when I told you that I might be pregnant and the only thing I feel right now is relief. I feel relieved that I'm not pregnant. And it kills me because I can see that you wanted this. It's not that I don't want children at all, I'm just not ready yet. We've known each other for a short period of time, and your career is just taking off. I want to enjoy what we have right now, for a moment longer, just the two of us. I'm so sorry Lands." Lando felt torn, yes he was excited, but deep down he knows she is right. "My darling," Lando grabbed both of Mila's hands. "Yes, I'm bummed that you are not pregnant. But deep down I know that you are right. We are so young, we have our whole lives ahead of us. And even though I know that we would have made wonderful parents, I see a future with you, and I know that we will have our children in our future and that we will be together forever."

Mila smiled and kissed him with force. "I love you," Mila whispered against Lando's lips. "I love you so much Mils." Lando started the car and drove home, his hand was resting on Mila's thigh while hers was resting on top of his. Mila grabbed a book out of her bag, reading a small chapter while they are making their way

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A/N: Hey everyone, I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I want to thank you for your support on the story. Keep commenting and voting because it motivates me to keep writing and updating. On that note, I want to let you know that for at least the next two weeks I will only upload on Friday because I want to catch up on my writing due to the upcoming summer break. I want to make sure that I have enough chapters on all my books to keep consistently uploading the story. Also, it would mean the world if you would check out my one-shot (or other books) book, and if you have any requests on one-shots, I would love to write one for you. Have a great (Race) weekend, much Love.