Life As Leah Lovato

Chapter 30

Chapter 30

I woke up at 5:45, what a girl needs time to get ready, I still felt incredibly guilty about what I said to my mom and the whole situation I put her through, I never should've said what I said. I picked up my phone and called VS I know it's early but still "Hello?" "Hey it's Leah" "Oh hey Leah, what's up?" "I've just woken up and I'm not feeling great so is it alright if we rearrange the shoot? I want to give you guys the right first impression of me" "sure honey, I'll text you the details soon, get better" I ended the phone call and put my phone back on the side of my bed. Truth is I wasn't really ill but the guilt of what I said and caused is weighing me down, I feel like such a terrible daughter. I got up getting changed into some skinny jeans and a baggy jumper before putting on some black chucks and grabbing my phone. I quietly crept down the stairs careful not to wake anyone and grabbed my bike, I got on and just started riding anywhere, I guess I just followed my feet. Around 30 minutes later I reached a bridge I remember seeing once, it overhung a moving river and it was fairly high up. I leant my bike next to the bridge and climbed over sitting on the bridge with my legs dangling over just staring at the water. I must've been there for hours as I heard my phone ring I ignored it. I was notified I'd gotten a new voicemail so decided to listen to it.

"Hey sweetie it's mom, I just came to wake you up for your shoot but I guess you already left, good luck baby do your mama proud" I hung up and put my phone back in my pocket. My phone rang again, and again as time went on, by now the sun was beginning to set and I was getting countless calls and text messages, I opened my voicemails again.
"Hey sweetie erm you should be done with your shoot by now, where are you?"
"I just called VS baby and they said you didn't show up, you called in sick or something? Where are you Leah I'm starting to get worried"
"Hey babe it's Rissa, listen you're moms getting really fucking worried so can you please just call someone and let them know where you are"
"Leah you're mom just told me what happened, lil sis everyone's really worried about you including me and the girls, please just call someone"
The list went on and on, I had countless calls from everyone, voicemails and texts. My phone rang again, I looked at the caller ID to see it was Bea, I decided to answer.
"Leah? Omg where the fuck are you??" I said nothing "is that a river? Are you by a river? Leah babe just tell me where you are, we're all really worried!!" I again said nothing "LEAH!" I hung up and turned my phone on silent I looked up at the sky and it began to rain, I put my phone in the waterproof basket of my bike not wanting it to get wet. I then stood up on the bridge and again stared at the river. I heard a car in the distance, shit I remember now, the time I saw this bridge was when I was with Bea, she's the only person that knows this place. The cars got closer and I heard car doors open and closing "LEAH!" I turned around to see my mom in tears and everyone behind her. I shook my head as tears started to fall "I'm sorry mom" I barely choked out. I turned back around "Leah no please!!" And with that I leant forward and fell off the bridge into the river below hearing screams before I hit the cold flowing water, this is it, this is the end, I'm not needed mom has Allie and Ray, everyone has other people they can replace me with, it's fine. I felt my body begin to sink to the bottom of the river and then...

A/N: CLIFFHANGER! I know I haven't updated in ages but here is your drama full chapter, enjoy ;)