Life As Leah Lovato

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

I took a deep breath and started to talk "I know that I'm healthy and that I'm not fat or anything but I just don't understand why they have to say it ya know? I mean no matter what they say true or not it's gonna get to you somehow, and I know I might've acted brave and like it didn't bother me back there when I confronted him but it doesn't mean that it didn't hurt cause it did ya know"

"I know sweetie, you'll eventually find a way to block it out completely don't worry, but your mom?" "I know I know I shouldn't of said what I said, I shouldn't of stormed off, I shouldn't of brought up her past and accused her of thinking that, I know I need to apologise and that she was only looking out for me I know all that so you don't need to tell me"

"I wasn't going to, I knew that you already knew that, you're a very responsible young girl and are much more mature than half the girls my age, I guess you and your sisters get that off your mom huh? But I guess you also get your immaturity from her too, I mean she's almost 30 and she's still like a big kid some of the time"

"Yep but when she needs to be responsible then she is" "just like you and the same will come of Allie and Ray I'm sure of it, but sweetie please believe me when I say that you are beautiful ok?" "alright thank you Pez, love you and thanks for talking to me you and the rest of the girls are like my bigger sisters and I love it, but I guess i'll always have a soft spot for you I mean your name is my middle one so" she giggled slightly

"No problemo kiddo, I love being like your big sis, and I love you as my little one, now shall we go back?" I nodded and stood up before we made our way back to the table. When we got back I instantly ran up to my mom and have her a huge hug "sorry mom, I didn't mean any of what I said I love you" I said before kissing her on the cheek before going round to Ray who still had tear stains down her cheeks and picked her up, I blew a raspberry on her belly causing her to go into a fit of laughter, I put her back in her seat and tickled her a little before kissing her on the cheek and going to Allie.

I kissed her on the cheek and gave her a tight hug before giving Perrie a tight hug and whispering "thank you" into her ear and then sitting back down in my seat. I changed my order to a much bigger one and when it arrived dug in and ate it all withing 20 minutes. It was super nice and I'm so glad I changed it from a regular boring one.

When everyone was finished eating I took all the trash and put it on the trays before collecting them up and taking them over to one of the trash cans, I chucked all the trash away and put the trays on the top before going back to the table and finished my strawberry lemonade which I have to say was delicious!

Everyone thanked me for taking the trash and then we soon got up and headed back to shopping, which no doubtedly would continue for another few hours.

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After shopping for another like 6 hours? we decided to go home, everyone was going home tonight, once they'vee all gone home it will be just my family again, me, mom, Allie and Ray. I said goodbye to everyone and have Iggy and Perrie and right hug, true to her word Iggy had paid for everything I got today, I tried to stop her continuously but she just wouldn't take no for an answer.

I whispered another thank you in Perrie's ear as I hugged her goodbye to which she smiled at, I once again thanked Iggy and then everyone left after saying goodbye to the rest of my family. I closed the door and went straight upstairs and into my room, I checked the time to see it was 9.41pm. I had a quick shower and got changed into my sleepwear before getting into bed and putting my headphones into my phone. I cranked my music up and hit twitter.

@ItsLPL: Had such an amazing weekend with all my favs! 💕

I tagged everyone in with there @ names and pressed tweet, they all retweeted it and I smiled, my phone then buzzed saying that someone had mentioned me, I clicked on the tweet to see it was from Iggy

@IGGYAZALEA: Thank you for a great weekend, I love you all #grateful #family #love 💕

She had also added all the @ names, I favourited and retweeted it, before my phone buzzed again it was now fifth harmony saying the same thing more or less, Cher, Rissa and mom. But then it buzzed again and this time it was from a Little Mix and I knew it would be Perrie tweeting

@Littlemix: We all had such a brilliant weekend spending our time as a whole big family, I finally have someone I can call my little sister and I love that, I will never forget this weekend, the ups and the downs. But overall it was just fabulous #love #neverforget #family #grateful💕

She had to turn it into a twit longer to fit all the names in because she wrote such a big thing. I retweeted it as I knew it was about me, and as everyone added the hashtags 'love' 'family' and 'grateful' to their tweets they were trending worldwide within a matter of minutes.

I stayed on twitter for a few more hours before deciding to go to sleep, I mean I've had a pretty hectic weekend and I'm all tired out, wait I haven't said anything about my leg! and what about that pap! I went back into twitter quickly and tweeted

@ItsLPL: Kaii so I kinda broke my leg but no biggie I'm alright, I also might've had a heated conversation with a pap about my weight and my moms past so...night 💕

I pressed tweet and turned off my phone before putting it on my bedside table and falling fastly asleep with a small smile on my face.