Be With You

Kabter 16

Grant's POV

I hurriedly entered the ER and put her in bed. ''Emergency! Hurry!''

Loves hang in there, hang in there both. I'm begging you please..

Dali-dali kong pinalis ang mga luhang 'di pa rin tumitigil. I look at the nurse that just got in here. ''Blood discharge in the womb. Pregnant woman. I need you to prepare the OR now!''

''Ceniza, please hang in there. I'll save you both. We're here now..''

Please, open your eyes. I love you and I can't take it, losing you please... no.

''Loves..Ceniza, Please...''

"What happend, Doc.?''

''She loss blood and.. my son and Ceniza is in danger. Save then both please!'' my son.. Hang in there too please....

''I can't lose them both, lalo na si Ceniza. Save them safely please.. I'm begging you,''

I'm stupid. What did I just do? I really can't lose them both. I can't.

September 7, 20XX

Ilang taon, araw, oras, minuto at segundo ko na itong iniisip. Gusto ko nang sabihin pero natatakot ako sa susunod na mangyari. Pero I want her to know what I feel, even though I don't know what will her reaction to this, at all. I didn't even see her or tell her face to face and now I'm being such a scared baby.

I thought the right words to say my confession. I don't want my confession to be unsaid and full of mistakes. This thing is postponed and now I'm making it possible.

To her:

I know it's late but I just want to tell you, I like y |

No, no, no wait. Erase, erase. This is not right. Pero baka natutulog pa yung tao o 'di kaya naka-mute yung phone 'non at nakakaistorbo lang ako. But...

"Whatever. Let's just confess rather than left unsaid."

To her:

I just wanna tell you that, I like you.

and then, sent!

I look at the time at the top screen on my phone.

"Holy shit—" it's really fucking late. 4:25am! grabe naman yung oras nang pag-iisip ko kung sasabihin. Oh god,

This is a mistake but then I bit my lower lip, nervous as I already sent the words I want to said to her and also realizing the time. I don't want my self to regret because I didn't confess to her. I don't want some thing left unsaid, it's better than never. And at least, she now knows. I hope so. I'm sorry too..