The hustling and bustling of the restaurant was hard to ignore yet my mind and heart was racing a mile a minute ignoring everything around me and just looking at the entrance waiting for my darling, my Ishi.
"Sir would you like to order something?" The waiter for the nth time came today and asked me and I gave him a glare telling him again that I am waiting for someone and it would take time.
Ayesha Batra, the ruler of my heart since I was 18. Words can't even describe how happy I am that I am able to see her. There was a time when I lost all hope on anything and everything because of the hurt I caused her and because of how much I missed her.
And after I met her after all these years all I wanted was one freaking chance, one fucking chance to be with her. I know I hurt her so much that she.....hates me now....but I want to rectify that...I want her to love me and be mine. Mine to cherish and mine to protect, mine to love and hold.
I want what my best friend have. Advaith is one lucky bastard! He never wanted to get married because all he could think of is his work but now he is so fucking whipped by Madira that all he could see and feel is her. I want that with my Ishi. I want to call her mine and shout it out to the world!
The ding coming from the bell at the door made me come out of my thoughts and look at the door to see my darling walking inside in a cream crop top and khaki palazzo paints and let me tell you she looked so beautiful. She looks beautiful in anything!
She came to where I was sitting and sat down and I grinned at her. She gave me a small smile and averted her eyes and I took the time to just......look at her and take her in.
Her long black tresses cascading down her back, her plump lips, her cute button nose, her nose ring which drives me crazy and her bare beautiful face.
She never wears makeup...I remember her telling me that she doesn't like make up so she never wears one except sometimes and she likes her face natural. I mean come on! My darling doesn't even need makeup she can come wearing baggy clothes and messy hair and drool coming out of her mouth still she will be the most sexiest woman on earth.
I am not even exaggerating my Ishi is so beautiful.....so pure.
"Hi!" I chirped and she looked at me again.
"Hi" she said politely and it hurt....there used to be a time all those years ago when Ishi used to speak non stop with me. Whatever it is, sensible, wise, silly, mature, sarcastic, stupid...anything she used to tell me.
Now everything changed, now my Ishi is no longer comfortable to talk nonstop with me. And I am the fucking reason behind it.
"Let's order something?" I asked and as she nodded I called the waiter to take our order.
"What can I get you sir, mam?" The waiter asked finally relieved that I am ordering.
"One chicken cheese grilled sandwich and fries and one Chicken Alfredo with fries on the side and a chocolate fudge brownie" I ordered and Ishi's head snapped towards me.
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