The one for me~ Paddy Holland

The girl in the window

I start to fall down against my wall that's next to the window. All that was going through my brain is, who is she, how long has this been on for, why did I have to see him move on?
I get the strength to stand up and close the curtain but then I froze... I saw the girl because the curtains were open a little bit. I can not believe this she was my best friend and we were so close I even told her about how much I liked pads. She always told me to get over it because he probably only sees me as a friend but now I know that it was just because she liked him too. Shit.
Paddy takes a few breaths and he turns around and both of them are staring right at me.
I wipe a tear I didn't even know was on my cheek and closed the curtains as fast as possible and fell on the floor once again. Then I heard heavy footed steps running upstairs and my door opening then it all went black...

Haz:POV

Haz:Ella...ELLA. Mum get in here we need to go to the hospital... mum are you here. Oh shot she left to go to work
And she took my car shit...shit

I ran next door to the Holland's and knocked really loudly. Then a figure came running down the stairs and when he opened the door I saw it was paddy. I loved the relationship him and Ella had it was like they were sole mates but then she moved away to America for her acting career.I really am happy for her thought.

Paddy's:POV
I ran down the stairs hoping it was Ella after her seeing me and her bestie making out, and then I saw haz with worry painted on his face then I looked down and saw a pasted out Ella in his arms. Before even thinking I grabbed my car keys and told haz to get in and I was driving to the hospital.

-4 hours later-
I lay there unconscious but able to hear what is going on around me it's like I'm a ghost that can only see blackness and I'm getting really scared. I started Hyperventilating and I heard the beeping of my IV and people panicking. When I thought I was going to cry I heard his voice it was paddy.
P: Ella listen your going to be ok
I felt something hold my hand it was warm but cold at the same time
P: I'm here Ella and I'm not going to leave you if you don't leave me again...
My heart started to ache just listening him saying that sentence. But it stopped when I felt a pair of lips on my forehead and I knew that it was paddy. My eyes started to flutter open and then I saw paddy's head laying on the bed I was on. I used my hand that wasn't being held by his to move his hair out of his face and his head shoot up.
Y: pads I'm alright
I hugged him for the first Tim in 2 years and it felt nice.

Paddy's: POV
When I felt my hair being moved to the side my head shot up and Ella was there awake and she told me she was ok. But where her hand was on my head it slipped to the side of my face because of my fast movement. Then she hugs me, I haven't had a hug from her since 2 years ago and I missed her smell and tight grip that she had when she would hug me, then all the feelings I had for her had rushed through the walls that I had created to save my heart.
P: Ella your ok thank god I... I thought you were going to..
E: don't you dare pads I wouldn't ever do that again the first time was a mistake I wish I had told you that I was going to America for a while
P: Ella don't be sorry you had to go to get the acting career I knew you would always have. It was my fault I should have hugged you that day and should have texted you every night and day.

I saw Ella starting to tear up so I hugged her tighter than before and she started to sob into the crew of my neck and all over my t-shirt but I didn't care because I had her next to me again.
P: Ella I will never leave you...
You are the best thing that has ever been in my life.
E: you don't need to lie to make me feel better I'm a.. a a horrible person and I don't deserve a friend like you.

The word friend pained my heart but I just tried to not think about it.
P: ells I'm not lying.. you are the best thing
Ella left the hug and started at me
E: that's not what it looked like  earlier... I can't believe Chloe... and I can't believe you either.
P: Ella you left do you think that I would never get over you- I said in a annoyed tone
E: yes but I didn't think it would be with my other best friend... you know what paddy she was the one who told me to not worry about you and look at my future.. she also told me to hide my true feeling about 5 years ago  BECAUSE I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH YOU.
Ella said she was in love with me... shit, I loved her too why would I be like this.
P: Ella If I knew you loved me then I would have talked about it because I was.. in love with you too
E: just answer this, when did the you and Chloe thing happen?
I could tell she wanted to know and I knew this would break her heart but if I lied to her the truth would come out Eventually and that would feel worse
P: 1 week after you left me
E: you didn't even wait a fucking month... wow you really loved me didn't you Patrick.
Oh no she really is upset she called me by my real name
P: Ella what do you expect- Ella butted in
E: paddy I never got over you, when I was asked out I would say no and when I went to a party I would stay away from any boys/men because I love you god damit- Ella shouted at me with anger pulsing through her veins.
P: you... you love m..m..me
I said on the verg of crying my heart out because I felt bad and guilty that I was with Chloe when Ella wouldn't even look in the direction of another man.
Back to your POV
Shit I told him I love him what do I do, what do I do?
E: Patrick get out now
I turned my head I couldn't look at him because I would run into his arms
P: el please, please look at me
I felt his hands on the side of my face
E: you don't get to call me that anymore... actually I don't think you should talk to me at all.
I removed his hands off of my face and pushed them away from me. I was so hurt by him.
P:Ella please...
E:GET OUT
I felt him jump, I'm not really one for shouting but this was different.
P: I'm going to go but I'll get haz in here for you
I felt his eyes on me so I did the only respectful thing...