They say I am pretty, I am smart, I am stunning and I am rich and I know that all. Complete package, kumabaga.
Many people complimented me because of that. But its all useless, kung hindi ako mahal ni Neo.
I love Neo very much since the day I
met him.
I know that he is so nice person thats why, I tolerated the audacity of mine. Shameless ako noon no'ng nakipagkaibigan ako sa kanya sa aming aquintance.
“Uhm.. Hi? I'm Pia.” I gave him my right hand with a very big smile then I saw his face, shocked and confused.
“Uhm..” he chukled. “Neo.” his smile was so nice.
“Can I be your.. friend?” his smile faded ng magtanung ako sa kanya.
“Sure..” then his smiled back.
That day, naging magkaibigan nga kami and Derk and Ryle also became my friends. We are all into Volleyball except Ryle but he is fan of Volleyball though he is not a Volleyball player.
Neo and I became very close, my mother and father know about him and also his mother know about me.
A year passed that I found a happiness, but sad love. Alam na ni Neo noon that i'm into him, he knew that I love him. He just rejected me when he knew it. The day he rejected me, I was so sad like I wanted to end my life, badly.
In our Second Year, a door opened me to modeling which is I like it also, thats why I accepted it. Naging busy ako becuase I balance all; family, volleyball, academics and especially modeling.
Every class ko nalang nakikita si Neo, because every Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday is our Volleyball Training. Monday, Wednesday and Sunday is my Modeling.
Everytime I talk to Neo, he seems like he don't want to talk to me.
The day that I knew Neo is into a gay, it hurts me a lot. Like my sadness back.
Wala akong magawa kung hindi ay magpapakita nalang kay Neo that I've support, but not.
In the day na naging sila. I cried Two nights, because of the pain I felt.
After that, the number one in my mind is paghiwalayin sila.
Everytime na kaharap ko si Kieth, tinatarayan ko siya pero hindi ko talaga kaya.
I can't hurt Kieth, because I know, when I hurt him it seems like I also break Neo.
Dahil busy ako, inuutusan ko nalang yung kaibigan ko na kunan sila Neo at Kieth ng litrato dahil ibibigay ko ito sa mama ni Neo.
And all of that picture I gave to Neo's Mother, para lang paghiwalayin sila.
And Success! Naghiwalay nga sila pero parang dinudurog din ako, when I saw Neo in pain.
I remember that day, na nagyaya ako sa kanya ng dinner and pumayag siya. Kotse niya ang gamit no'n namin. Nang umupo ako sa shotgun seat ng benz niya, tinitigan niya ako like hindi niya gusto na umupo ako roon. I can read his sad face na hindi niya gusto.
Thats my first time na umupo doon, almost 1 year na 'tong Benz niya at yung upoan ay para lang daw yun sa magiging Jowa niya.
Nag dinner kami sa restaurant na paborito ko and he know it kaya dito niya ako dinala.
He is so sad na parang subrang lalim ng iniisip kaya pagkalapag ng mga pagkain sa lamesa namin ay...
“Nandito ako, Neo, palaging nandito, mahal kita at sana mahal mo rin ako," when I said that, he was so shocked staring at me with his very sad face.
He just looked away. “Let's eat nalang, Pia.” his cold voice maid me very sad.
Ramdam ko ang sakit ni Neo nang nalaman niyang si Jurie pala si Kieth, nagulat din ako dahil do'n!
I know Jurie, siya ang inspiration ni Neo sa pagbavolleyball.
Nagbagu ang tingin ko noon kay Kieth like I was so down.
A days passed, di na ako gaanung busy kaya palagi na kaming nagsasama ni Neo mag dinner sa labas, mag shopping at pumunta sa sinehan.
I confessed him again what I felt but he rejected me again.
Thats the reason I lost my hope, na mamahalin pa ako ni Neo katulad ng pagmamahal niya kay Kieth.
And now! I'm very happy! I know that hindi pa ako gaanung nakapag move on pero I found a new friends! Its Kenneth and Sam.
They are so cool, Sam is very funny and si Kenneth yung palaging nang aasar sa'min ni Sam.
Me, Sam, Kenneth, Derk, Ryle and specially Neo became very close!
After Neo rejected me, I moved on but not completely.
I can say to my self that I'd changed a lot.
And i'm very happy for Neo now, he's now laughing and very very happy after Five months.
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Random[Completed] Boy X Boy Sa laro ng ating buhay, kailangan natin ng bola. Bola bilang inspirarasyon. Neo is a boy volleyball player who is searching and waiting of his inspiration why he became a good player, that lost 6 years ago. Until Kieth enter...
