Diaries of a Seventh Grader

03-01-15; Reasons Of Note Being On Wattpad Much...

I know I haven't been on Wattpad much.

•I've had alot of family problems. ALOT. BAD.

I got hurt which is part of that. Both physically (both by and not by me) and mentally.

I've been hurt by someone I once loved on multiple occasions. And I harmed my own self a couple of times all because of the stupid shit that's been happening.

I've been trying to swim out of the deep shit I'm in.

I'm struggling with it as well.

Sometimes it helps when I write my own songs or write my own stories and sometimes their of my death or just happy times when I actually escape this living hell by running away and living with the one person I love the most, my dad.

I've actually started writing in a new dark blue navy journal of mine, a heart-desired story called "The Runaways".

My teacher Mrs.Latimer loves it so far.

It helps me to ease my mind and pain alittle.

It's gotten to the point to where I void almost all my friends and just stay more quiet in my own hellish thoughts.

I keep having more of my stupid sad visions in my mind when I'm alone or when I just stay quiet in class or put my head down.

I cry like once a week because of all these life issues.

My only friend who's been helping me out is Janae.

•I've Been grounded for the whole school year as I said which I'm working on suspending the grounding, and I've just been in depression ALOT lately as well.

I sneak on when I can and when I want.

I won't update most of my stories of course.

But I'll try.

I'm sorry guys.

Please don't be mad.

Just try and hold on.

Just bare with me.

~TheInNeedOfExtraArmsM