Diaries of a Seventh Grader

01-13-15; My Wishes Happen To Others Instead Of Me!

Whelp.....

For a while I've been wanting something's to change in my life.......

I've been obsessed with wearing my own style of clothes............of course my mom doesn't like It as much and I already have toms of clothes which I haven't even worn.

I don't even like some of it.

I've been wanting to start practicing to use make up.....yeah I know it's stupid. >~<

My mom said she had started wearing make-up and changed her hair to blonde when she was 13-14 years old.

I'm 13.

My birthday is in about........11 Weeks.

But I've just been wanting to start understanding.....and practicing for the events coming up.

What happened to today and why am I taking about this?

Well, Today I went to school and saw Sandra.

She wore Mascara.

Yup.

She looks good but just with mascara and all of my friends actually get to choose what they.

Lucky.

This sounds pretty girly of me talking like this I know. >~<

But I mean I have to wear t-shirts.

Just PLAIN Tees or a regular small/Huge collar shirt for school.

And every now and then I only have two decent looking ones from AeroPostal.

But really......

It's getting on my nerves that I can't be myself in an expressing way.

Sure my mom said I could get blonde highlights but I'm having second thoughts.....

I'm brunette but I've been noticing part did my hair are golden-like shiny and some people actually think in blonde when clearly I'm not.

But yeah.......I'm just alittle peeved at it.

I've been that way since 5th grade but at the time I didn't care much because I thought it would change when I got to middle school.

Wrong I was.

Well.....

ANYWAYZ!

I went to tutoring with my friends today so yeah.

I would creep my friend Janae out when I ld look at her because is make the weirdest faces in history.

Regan would say "Masha I seen that at the corner of my eye" and I'd just make more faces and start laughing hysterically.

My friend Isabella and I were walking around the hallway and after lunch we kept saying "I sure do like Pocky in the morning." And "EXACALUBER EXCALUBAR!" And "FOOL!" And just random stuff that we always say.

School was technically just Ok really.

Ehhhhhhhh........

And my friend have me Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Chocolate hearts for early Valentines day. ^^

Awesomeness.

I got my play for Solo Humorous today. ^^

I finally decided and we named a print out.

Mines is called;

The Not-So Wicked Witch.

It's a page long and I have to memorize it for the STALL competition on January 24.

My friend Alissa and I are also doing a duet which is called "True Blood".

It's a Duet Serious act.

SOOO yeah......I'm so I guess the next post will be my solo humorous act.

Yeah.....

Well Bye Mashins

~M