Diaries of a Seventh Grader

01-14-14; Not So Bold Optimus Ruins My Day ;-; (Or At Least Makes It Worse)

My day was horrible.

Wait not even that....

it was HELL.

Wait no that's not it....

IT WAS IN THE DEEP DEPTHS OF HELL!

God.........I hate it......

I wasn't in the best of moods today right?

Well I was being kinda quiet and everything because of it and I didn't eat much because I'm tired of my issues of weight loosing as I already do and because I don't want drama.

I had a HUGE migraine and I kept groaning and clutching my head because it hurt so bad. (I have one now too >~<) I had se bad terrible thoughts as I always do but I can't stop thinking about the ones I had today.

But I was doing Not-So-OK-OK-Today-Ok until it became worse........

Much worse...........

I went to 7th Period, Mrs.Hayes Reading Class.

Oh god don't even get me started.....

We were in the library for class watching his Bibliotech video and it was ok but we went back to class after........

Alissa and I were talking and Mrs.Hates gave everyone a lollipop in class.

So we were talking and eating our lollipops when Robert came up to us. He was kind rudish and he would be like "shuddap Maria!" And just being wierd.

After a few minutes I got mad because he's been acting strange for a while and he finally ticked me god to where I said something in Russian to him.

SUKA. It's the Bish word.

Yeah. He didn't even know. But then he snatched my paper from me and threw it into the trash. He it's crumpled it up and threw it away.

Alone with my blood sweat and tears.

I literally worked hard on that paper!

And now it's all yucky.

I have to remake it......

What happened to Robert? He's changed like everybody else just as last year. ;-;

He's been pretty mean and sassy even when he's playing around he says things that are a little hurtful.

Man, everyday in class he would be like "SHUDDAP Maria!" Or "Maria Did It! she always does it!" Stuff like that and he tries to blame me for stuff.

Damn it's getting on my nerves......

I took my paper and slammed it loudly on my desk in anger and walked straight to the window in the room and just stared out of it for 10 minutes straight not daring to sit down at my desk or anything.

Alissa came along and we just stared out the window and made small-mini-talk.

I turned to my desk and saw my paper was gone so I thought she had it.

But she didn't.

Which I found that out after school.

Jamel (a friend in class) went with us to STALL practice.

We talked alittle about it and then he said something that made me flare on the inside and my back burn red........

"Did You Get It Back? You Know Robert Threw It In The Trash Again. I Saw Him Do It Again."

Alissa and I stared at eachother and then I ran off out of the class room and up two flights if stairs past on hallway plus a cya walk and another hallway to finally get to my last class and saw my teacher, thank god, was in the class.

I said I forgot something and I went to the trash and there it was....

My crumpled up mess of a paper.....

Robert struck again.

I took it out and held it far from me with two fingers as I walked back processing everything that was happening.

I held back tears that threatened my eyes.

Was this bullying...?

By a So Called so Thought To Be friend?

I mean he threw a journal of mine a few weeks ago in the hall where everyone was walking to get to last class and he kicked it across the hallway and some people stepped on it.

It's been awhile since I've been bullied like 3 yeas or so.

But I'm a feet and I feel hatred towards him.

He's different.

Changed.

Like everyone else.

At stall Alissa and I chose a different duet that a humorous called "Table and Chairs"

I'll post that one next.

The solo humorous act I'm doing is in the multimedia.

So Um.....

I don't know...can someone please answer my question......

Is it Bullying?

~M