04-29-15; Great Depression; I Lost The Fight

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"So Long To All My Friends, Everyone Of Them Met Tragic Ends, With Every Passing Day, I'd Be Lieing If I Didnt Say, That I Miss Them All Tonight, And If They Only Knew, What I Would Say If I,"

My Dad went to my lat tennis tournament and we talked after while Mr.Lopez and Coach Sanchez talked as stuff. My dad told me that he went to the bank and he has a loan so we can get a house. When I got home this is what happened;

Mom: we don't have to live in the poor trashy area anymore! We can live anywhere! Elaina said Windcrest is a good area- they have good schools there too- and I want to live in that place in stone oak we found- and I could pay that loan for you so we can get that white place!
Me; *Eyes widen* 0~0 n-no.........
Mom; that would be so wonderful! As we can eat right too! *Blabs on about stuff* *Leaves to restroom*
Me: *Just standing there blinking* ...........
Dad; Masha?
Me; ....I don't wanna go....I can't........n-no.....
Dad; it's gonna be alright kiddo...we'll figure something out.....*Leaves*
Me; *Holds back tears*.......


I DONT WANNA GO! SHE CAN'T MAKE ME! NO! SHE DOESNT UNDERSTAND! DX IF THEY DO IT NOW LIKE SHE SAYS, ILL NEVER TALK TO HER ILL IGNORE HER AGAIN AND MY DAD PROABABLY IF HE DOESNT TRY TO DO SOMETHING!

I WON'T GO THROUGH WITH IT!
I already ignore my mom.

I had a feeling something would happen!

It always does!

This day was too good!

Fun time with my boyfriend and with my friends and fun with my teachers and the new counciling group I went to with Marcy!

It was too good to be true.

If you think Im overreacting is say;

Try being me for one day and you'll understand.

Exactly the family and the life.the pain and everyday depression I go through.

Bye Guys......

FML.


~M

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