The Same Guy￨Lu Xia

五三：Future Thoughts

Your POV:

Ugh, Why does this take so long? I jut got out of the bathroom from throwing up and taking a pregnancy test...Once I saw it was positive...I broke down in my bathroom. I sat on the floor as I cried silently.

 I brushed my teeth and washed my face before going down stairs for breakfast.

I looked for stuff to eat, but I suddenly got a queasy feeling and I just decided on filling up on water. Zhi so happened to be there at that moment in time a he asked me. 

" You aren't eating breakfast? You always have breakfast though. You okay?" 

" Eh, I'm fine, I just feel a little queasy today." I told him as I reassured him afterwards. He smiled and nodded as he kept doing what he was doing.

" I'm going to Lu Xia's I stated as Yu who just came in the kitchen nodded.

" I'll tell mom and dad. Have fun...not too much though." He responded as I nodded and left.

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I want to see what Lu Xia thinks about having kids and see if he even wants them to begin with. I rest my back on his chest as I felt his hands glad to my hips and squeezed them a little bit.

" Are you still sore from last time when we..." He trailed off as I blushed at the flashbacks of that hot sexy moment we experienced together. 

" N-No not really..." I answered as I closed my eyes.

" I don't want to force you, but just let me know if you want to do it again and when...I'm ready." He sweetly said as I looked back as him and smiled. He leaned down for a kiss on my lips as I gave it to him.

" What do you think about having children in the future?" I questioned Lu Xia as we were cuddling with my back against his hard chest and his arms around my waist.

" Hmmm. I don't know maybe...in the future. I don't know about kids." He responded as I looked down at my flat belly that soon gonna be big one day.

" O-Oh okay. What about when we're at the "right" age to come parents...you know? Like in our 20's." I pried again while moving a little bit so his hands weren't on my waist. I looked at him awaiting his response.

He looked at me with a little confusion.

" Maybe...it depends where we're at in our lives honestly." He further explained as I tried not to let a tear escape.

I'm pretty hormonal lately, more than usual.

" Why are you asking these questions? I'm just wondering." He asked as  I bit my lip trying to think of something.

" U-Um I was just wondering for our future together. We've been tiger for quite awhile...almost one year." I lied as he nodded.

" I know, I can't believe it's been that long already." He replied.

" Do you want kids in the future?" He questioned as I smiled and nodded.

" Of course I do. I want at least 2." I informed as I intentionally held my stomach or like protected it with my hands.

" I want at least 2 as well...but after we explored and experienced life without children and accomplish our dreams. Then we could settle down and have a family." He spoke as I listened. 

" Why are you talking about having kids anyway? We know that we aren't ready for children. We're still in high school and plus since we're going into second year, this coming school year would be one of the harder ones. " He stated again as feel even more conscious and this pit in my stomach.