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Alexander Black

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I can't believe it. Today is Magnus' birthday and I haven't seen him since the hospital. I was planning for this night for a long time but now I can't talk to him.

I shouldn't talk to him. I fell in love with him, I am still in love with him. I still want to hold him and kiss him and trust me that feeling isn't going away for a long time, if ever.

I wake up everyday and burry myself in work until I am too tired to work on anything. Mia sees this and I know I don't have much time left until she actually asks what is going on.

I just need to make sure my secret is safe but I don't know how long that will last. This could ruin everything for me. Everything that I built for years, everything my father has built, everything that my grandpa has built would be destroyed in a matter seconds.

That's the only reason why I couldn't be with Magnus. God only if I could see him one more time, if I could just give him one more kiss than I will be set but no, I can't.

Oh god I really miss Magnus.

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