I really want to call you right now.
We don't need to talk.
I'm breaking down though for no reason and all I want is to see you.
Even if it's on a screen.
Even if it makes me want to scream because you're too far away.
Even if it hurts more because of the reminder.
I could stare at the back of your head and at least know you're real.
You're still there.
I need you but I'm too scared of the unexpected to happen.
It hurts so much and I'm scared of the outcome.
I miss you but I've never truly had you.
I really miss you.
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts in my head
Короткий рассказI will be having this book as a rant to get my thoughts out of my mind for once they could stay somewhere else... Might talk in third person or use a different name sometimes.
