Twilight Reimagined Fanfiction

Pain

Chapter 4 Pain

Pain 

We must hurt in order to grow

Fail in order to know & lose in order to gain

Because some lessons in life, are best learned through pain.

-Unknown

( You pov ) 

Aro was not pleased that I kept my lips closed through all his torture. Even Jane was getting impatient with the progress. My heart strained from the many techniques they used including Jane's little mind tricks. "When has our little dog decided to go against its masters," Caius hissed, kicking me hard enough it had my flying back into the brick walls. "Careful now ," Aro warned, hearing my ribs once more breaking. Caius had broken them many times before. This time it felt like one possibility punctured my lung or he also kicked the wind out of me. I gasped for air clawing at the ground as Jane used her gift. As soon as I had air I cried out my voice giving once more. Caius held up a hand. Catching my breath this time I look up not liking the gleam in his eye. Normally being down here had my teeth chattering but lately I was just fine. Overheating almost but it could be due to the adrenaline or the stress they kept inflicting. Though at Caius circulating smile had me feeling cold. Whatever he was thinking was worse than what they had been doing. Aro took Caius hand that he held out to him. Quickly Aro took back his hand as if he couldn't stand it himself. My hopes lifted maybe death would release me from the pain of my bones being broken in several places. Yet my hopes plummet when Aro nodded. He had been the one who saved me most times from things like this. Aro was the reason I had been so faithful to them. He had stepped into the role as a father to me. The betrayal had me blinking back tears. In the end I was just a disposable human to him. "Strip her," Caius ordered. Demetri and Alex were entirely too happy to comply. Pain exploded through my body and my broken bones protested. Caius grabbed my legs though I pointlessly tried to kick. Tears leak from my eyes despite me holding them back. This wouldn't be new in a way, they've given some male humans the right to have fun before.... This time though their supernatural strength could crush my bones and cause internal injuries. " You haven't known pain just yet," he seemed to caress each word ," now you have one more chance to tell us." I glare at him keeping my mouth sealed. Unlike all the other times Aro had the others leave all but Jane and Caius. My heart started to beat even faster. Caius let his lips trail down my body making me shiver not in desire one bit but pure unfiltered fear. Before I knew it I felt pressure at the tip of my toe before he pulled back his eyes turning black. "Make sure to stay here through the whole process, " Caius gently nudged Jane's chin like a lover even when his hands were shaking with desire," and be greatly rewarded." "Yes master," she smiled. He left Jane and I alone. I didn't understand till the warmth creeping through my body started to burn. My eyes flashed to Jane in understanding and horror. "You should have taken his offer," Jane smiled just before adding her own pain into the mix. I never knew pain like this. Like nothing I could ever imagine. Something started to happen the moment the heat seemed to hit my heart. Lost to the fire I heard Jane call out for someone. Trying to get away from the pain I writhed and thrashed my broken bones no longer registering as the primary source of this dark pain. My body seemed like a prison as I shifted, writhed and thrashed. The only thing I could hear was the blood in my veins and my screams. No light seemed to reach the room or I was closing my eyes tight. Finally I was paying for all my sins , for helping Volturi spy on groups who were later found guilty from my help. I may have not been able to save all the others but I was set and determined to save the Cullens... hopefully... 

( Edward pov )

Renesmee had never thrown a fit till today. The moment she found out (Y/n) wouldn't be back for about a week she kept showing her face. Basically demanding we get her to come back. She refused food like normal but when she refused to hunt or drink bagged blood I knew she'd never let (Y/n) go. Something about her captured us all. Even Rose softened towards her. As for my broken heart when I crossed that line she refused to chip at it till she had to. Oddly enough my broken heart hadn't ached since she got here till that day. I never lied to Bella about anything about my feelings. Carlisle had unintentionally theorized about my situation as Bella helping me through it all from beyond. He knew what had gone one that day, who didn't know with our hearing. The hollow aching increased the longer Bella and (Y/n) was not here. True one would never never come back and we would leave behind the other however this was the most I've been pulled out from the mind numbing pain when I'm with her. I've wondered if I was only attracted to humans about once, but Emmet was on a whole other playing field in his mind. Jake still didn't get why I didn't take one of our own as my mate. Speaking of Jake, even though he tried to persuade Renesmee , she flat out refused. Jasper used his gift to try and help. Yet as he did something about his familiar ability nagged at my memory. It seemed different from last time. Renesmee touched my face pouting showing me when she had woken for a split moment the day (Y/n) had left. The same day I stepped over the line. Though what she showed me had me frowing in confusion. A flash of the Volturi had run through her when she had woken with a start. For one Renesmee was not a mind reader, for two (Y/n) was human. She shouldn't have been able to project. Alice gasped as she saw flickers of (Y/n) for the first time. She was nude in a dark cold room , Jane smiling her cruel way while inflicting pain. Large claw marks all around her like she was being or had been attacked by a large animal. Yet there were no visible claw marks on her bruised skin. (Y/n)s haunting cries echo through my head even after Alice's visions stopped. "Why are they hurting her, " I didn't realize I was on my feet till Renesmee gripped my hand. She replayed the moment in time her tantrum was forgotten at the moment. Gently I pick her up and kiss her cheek. " I don't know all the details," I carry her to Alice. Unlike last time Alice tenses as she saw Aro in the room. He watched (Y/n) writhe in fascination. Then we saw it. (Y/n)s body shifting into a huge wolf howling in pain.