Ms.Ryan

Chapter 33

Seranas POV:

After my not so pleasant conversation with Sophia I decided school wasn't in the cards for me today. I quickly shoved the front doors open making my way to the parking lot completely ignoring my classmates that were greeting me. 

I got in my car and rested my head against the steering wheel. The excessive drinking I had done the previous night was starting to catch up with me as I felt my body start to weaken. 

There's no point anymore. No point of trying because everything always ends In me being disappointed. 

I revved up my engine and peeled out of the parking lot making my way to the garage. I blasted drake from my speakers in hopes of drowning out my thoughts. 

When I came to a red light I briefly glanced in my rearview mirror catching a glimpse of my appearance. I honestly looked like shit. My eyes were tired and my hair was all over the place. 

Soon after I found myself pulling into the familiar parking lot and stopping my car next to the line of bikes as usual.

I let the warm air engulf me as I walked into the clubhouse that always reeked of cigarettes and booze. 

"Hey kid, what are you doing here?" Frankie said as I took my usual seat at the bar.

"Oh you know...just drinking my problems away" I answered as I took out a bottle of whiskey and took a swig. 

"You doing okay S?" Frankie seemed genuinely concerned and I always loved that he cared so much for me. He really was like another brother. 

"Honestly Frank, no... but I'll figure it out" He smiled at me before pulling out two glasses and pouring drinks for both of us. 

"Is this about your mom? or the hot ass teacher you keep bringing around?" he was grinning now and I shoved his arm lightly while smiling myself. 

"Both I guess. I just have a lot to work out and I don't want to make my problems hers" 

He gave me a questioning look. 

"Look you can tell yourself whatever you want but we both know the truth is you're afraid of getting hurt"

My eyes went wide. I guess he knew me better than I thought. 

"From what I've seen she really likes you S, and I think you like her too. Don't give that up because you're afraid of a little heart break. You deserve to have good things even if you don't believe that."

I looked at him in such shock that I couldn't get myself to form any words. Maybe he was right, maybe I did deserve to be happy even if I thought it would never work. 

I raised my glass then as he brought his to mine clinking the glass together.

"To being happy" I said and he smiled at me. 

I finished off my drink and five more after that before realizing I was definitely buzzed.

Frankie and I sat there for a couple hours just talking about anything and everything. He always managed to make me feel comfortable which I really needed right now. 

Carmen and Andre showed up after a while and joined us in the drinking. 

It was not getting dark out and its safe to say we were all hammered. 

"S lets throw a party" Carmen said from the couch across from me.

"Right now?" I mean we were already drinking so might as well keep going.