Raindrops of Reality - [poetry]

Who am I ?

Am I who I want to be?
Am I who they want me to be?
Who do I want to be?
And what do I want to be?

Is this me in the mirror?
a pale reflection with a blurred face?
what can I do?
what can I know?

What am I supposed to learn?
Am I skilled enough in everything I touch?
or smart enough to think,
to really think?

Will I ever stop to
Overthink, the ability to think is a curse at times.
Analyzing every single possibility,
but indecisive, never knowing what to do.

I know things, I know that I know nothing,
What do I want
What do you want?
Fame?
          Fortune?
                   Freedom?
               a house in the countryside?
        love?
               friendship?                        
                                  a work?

All this won't matter.
One little puzzle piece will always be missing,
and you will still be broken.
a broken puzzle.

Who
am
I
...