Full House PJM 🔞

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Triple update today of chapters 8,9 and 10. Please read in order.

Y/N stayed up all night, waiting in her now frumpy loungewear waiting for Jimin to walk through the door. But the closer the sun came to rising, the fiercer her blood began to boil. He had finally done it. He had pushed her past her breaking point.

With no sleep and a lot of anger inside of her, Y/N found herself storming towards her once perfect flower garden. Nothing could stop her, not the snow, the tears, or the deathly cold. She had enough of watching it slowly dying before her eyes as she felt helpless to do anything about it. Her once happy place was now a reminder of what was. All the calming days of her trying to keep it alive were now distant memories, much like her relationship, she just wanted it gone.

Stabbing the trowel in frozen ground, she pulled out the weeds, throwing them behind her like a dog digging for it's hidden treasure.

Her vision was blinded by her tired tears as she continued to destroy the flower patch, she couldn't see where she was stabbing the ground but she knew that all of it just had to go.

"Baby? What are you doing out here? You're going to freeze to death!" Jimin yelled, running out to her with his car keys still in his hand.

"It's fine Jimin." She said with a flat tone, keeping her eyes down as he approached her.

"I don't see why you don't just hire a gardener."

"I said it's fine!" She snapped, dropping the trowel as her voice cracked.

"Woah! What are you yelling at me for?" Jimin asked in shock, approaching her cautiously as she stayed knelt in the snow.  "Beautiful? What's going on?"

"I can't do this anymore." She sniffled, fisting the soil into her hands, feeling the cold burning the palms of her hands.

"Then hire a gardener like I said."

"Not that Jimin." She said, finally turning her tear stained eyes to look up at him. "Us, I don't think I can do it anymore."

"What are you saying?" He frowned, feeling his stomach flip.

"I'm saying." She started to speak a little clearer as she raised from the floor.  "You and I, what we have... had, I don't think I can do it anymore."

"You don't mean that." He said, shaking his head as tears started to fall from his eyes. "Where is this all coming from?"

"If you don't know." she sighed, stepping past him and walking towards the house. "Then that's your problem."

"What do you mean? Will you just stop and talk to me for five seconds!?" He yelled, following behind her as she stormed back into the house.

"Oh now you want to talk?! Now you want some time with me?! Well it's a little too fucking late Jimin!" Her hands were stone cold and throbbing but all the pain she could feel was in her heart, staring at him as she finally said the words she'd felt for weeks. "I'm done"

"Done? Why" He choked out, reaching for her just for her to dodge his grasp.

"Because I am sick and tired of being last on your priority list, I won't let me and the— I just won't be your little housewife Jimin, waiting days, weeks or even months for you to come home because you need to play cards"

"You know that's what I do to keep you living like this, you liked your new car right?"

"Me? I never asked for any of this and I especially will not be bought with this" she ripped off the diamonds around her neck, "or this" the bracelet around her wrist was torn off and thrown at him. "Or this" she removed her engagement ring with a heavy heart and a crack in her soul but she didn't want to be bought, she wanted to be loved.

"Baby please, I promise I'll try harder." Jimin pleaded through his tears. "Tell me what I need to do."

"Quit." Y/N snapped, turning to face him making them both stop abruptly in the hall. "Stop playing poker. You don't need the money. So just quit."

"Baby, you know I can't do that." Jimin said quietly, making her scoff and turn her back to him.

And that was all she needed to hear to solidify her decision. It was funny how the role was now reversed. How she recalled a similar conversation they had years ago.

Calling a cab she was ready to leave after pulling out her small case from the under-stair cabinet. She had already packed an essentials bag the night before after she had destroyed the dining room, she also didn't want to leave Cleo alone, she didn't know when Jimin would be back to bother to feed her.

Scooping Cleo up from the sofa, Y/N walked with heavy feet towards the door. It wasn't easy to leave, but it was necessary.

"Beautiful please don't go" Jimin begged, dropping to his knees and wrapping his arms tightly around her legs.

"Let go of me Jimin" She sobbed, unable to look at him as he fisted her shirt into his palms.

"Where are you taking Cleo??"

"I'm not the only one you abandoned" Y/N stroked the cat for extra strength to continue.

"T-This isn't permanent r-right? You're gonna come back? You just need space, this is all it is, right baby?"

Looking down on him, her heart was breaking into a million pieces. Hearing the horn of the cab pulling up outside, she swallowed down the bile rising in her throat, squeezing her eyes shut before slipping from his grasp.

"Goodbye Jimin."

Running from the house, she could hear him yelling after her as she jumped into the waiting taxi, but she couldn't look at him. She didn't want to have a change of heart. She couldn't turn back just to be stuck in the vicious cycle all over again. His last broken promise was the straw that broke the camel's back. 

She loved him with everything inside of her and it was killing her to do this to him, but she knew it was the only way to make him see what he was truly doing to her, how much she was hurting.

"Just go!" She screamed at the cab driver, her voice breaking as she kept her head down whilst Jimin began to pound on her window, his own broken voice screaming for her was vibrating through her ears.

Dropping to the floor as the cab pulled away from him with his world inside, Jimin felt like his soul was leaving his body. He felt an immense pressure in his head as he screamed her name over and over watching her disappear in the distance.

"Y/N!!!!!"

Don't hate me!!