Full House PJM 🔞

XIII♥️

Driving down the driveway to her once forever home, Y/N was just staring blankly ahead. She knew what she needed to say, but she didn't know how to say it. She was going to have to fight hard not to just fall back into his arms and forget the whole thing.

She needed to stay strong and lay down the law, tell him that the way he had been casting her off lately was not okay, that she felt used. A constant loneliness consumed her every time he would jet off to a new city and leave her behind and it was not going to happen anymore, if she was going to be alone, it was going to be because she decided it would be that way, not because he had better places to be rather than with the woman that he claimed he couldn't live without.

Sucking in a breath as she stepped out of the car, the house somehow looked larger. Like it would swallow her whole and never let her out again.

Looking at Tae as she felt his hand wrapping around hers, she gave him a nod before she took the first step forward. Forward into what was now going to be a future with the only man she will ever want in this world.

"I'm here, gorgeous." Tae smiled, pushing the door open. They could hear a low mumble of voices coming from the living room, causing her to swallow thickly as she took a step towards the voices.

As soon as the door clicked behind them however, the distant conversation stopped, making her halt in her tracks as she heard footsteps hastily coming in the direction of the hall.

Gasping as she saw Jimin turn the corner, she felt her heart breaking in her chest as she saw him for the first time since walking out on him. His skin looked dull and lifeless, a shade paler except for his face. Although his eyes looked like they had sunken in, they were swollen and red, like they hadn't stopped shedding tears since the moment she last stepped out of the house.

"You came back." He whispered, cautiously walking towards her as Tae finally let go of her hand, giving the small of her back an encouraging nudge before walking past them to join the others in the living room.

"I'm only here to talk." Y/N breathed out, resisting the urge to fall into his arms. "Let's go to the kitchen."

Nodding at her, he steps aside for her to walk past him, not missing the opportunity to take in a large inhale of her perfume. The perfume he'd bought her for Christmas.

Sitting opposite each other on the counter, they didn't bother to hide their silent tears as they looked at each other. They were both broken souls. But the difference being, Y/N knew why she had left, Jimin was still completely in the dark.

"Jimin." Y/N croaked, clearing her throat before sitting up straight and composing herself. "Jimin, I'm sorry I left you the way I did. But me being here right now, does not mean that I am coming back. Not now at least. What you did to me was not fair and completely selfish. You chose your career over me and made me feel inadequate. I know what you're thinking, we had the same problem with my job. But the difference being is that I was happy to have both, even if it was in secret. I never put my job first, I always made sure you were happy above all else whilst you... forgot about me."

"I never forgot about you baby." Jimin shakes his head violently, choking on his tears as she lifts her hand to signal she's not finished.

"You left me to walk home in the snow, you stood me up countless times and tried to buy my affection when all I really wanted was my Jiminie back. I am not done with our relationship for good. But I am done with it right now. A lot is going to change in the near future and I need to make sure I am metally prepared as well as physically. You have an addiction Jimin, whether you want to admit it or not. So I am giving you this opportunity to get your life back together before you run yourself into the ground."

"I will. I'll get myself fixed I promise. Just please don't leave me baby."

"I'm not coming back Jimin. Not yet. I will continue to stay at my house until you have proven yourself. You are welcome to visit any time you want. But we are not going to be together until I can see that you have changed. I've found a self help group who specialises in gambling addiction, if you're willing to try, I'm ready to get our relationship back on track"

"I'll do anything you need me too, I promise, I'll be a better man" He nods, wiping his face before standing and forcing himself between her legs and holding her close. 

"Because.." She sobs looking at her empty finger,

"I know I'm so sorry"

"No, you don't know Jimin. You don't understand"

"I understand perfectly, baby." He sobs, nestling his nose into her hair. "I will get as much help as I need. No matter how long it takes."

"You have 7 months Jimin." She whispered, taking a quivering breath before pulling away from him to look him in the eye. "I'm pregnant"

"W-what Wait.. really?" He said, pulling back and scanning her body, feeling a mixture of emotions as she gently nodded at him.

"My appointment is this week, I was going to tell you on Valentine's Day but..."

"I'm a piece of shit" He interrupted, digging his hands in his hair, absolutely disgusted with himself for abandoning her blindly for silly games that would mean nothing if he didn't have her.

"I need you to be there with me"

"I will, I'll be there everyday, thank you for giving me a chance, thank you for telling me"

"Thank Taehyung, he's the one who convinced me to come" She said before she stood to leave.

"Beautiful wait.." Jimin says, reaching out for her as she steps to walk out of the room "Can I kiss you?"

Looking down at his shaky hand desperately holding onto hers, she was having a war between her head and heart. If she had her way, she would kiss him for eternity and forget everything. But as her heart began to win the battle, he mind told her one last kiss wouldn't hurt as she blindly nodded at him.

Letting a small smile fall upon his lips, he stepped forward and connected with her in a passionate kiss, letting the moment linger as he tried to trace and map out every inch of her mouth for fear of forgetting how it felt.

"I'll fix this." He whispered against her lips. "For both of you."

Busy day tomorrow so I'm letting you have the update now as I don't know if I'll be able to write tomorrow.