[Discontinued] Welcome to the Family - SBI + Ranboo + Tubbo (no shipping!)

Chapter Six

a/n I recommend listening to Dusk Stars by Alec Holowka. This was not edited and it might be later.

The rest of the evening was fairly lowkey. I spent most of my time in my room, I was pretty drained from interacting with so many people. I had added a bit more to my journal, mostly about everyone's rooms. You can learn a lot from what they have on their walls and how they have the room set up. The rest of that time was spent staring at the ceiling contemplating everything that had happened.

I mean, was this even really happening? When are they going to toss me to the side? They seem so nice and welcoming, but is it just their facade? Will it be okay because Phil is literally a hybrid?

Near 9 o'clock, I realized that I had left my toiletries at the last foster home. So, I had to ask Tubbo to get me an extra toothbrush which he did gladly. After that, I put on a worn grey t-shirt and shorts. Then, I decided to turn in for the night, turn off the lights, and lay in bed.

The silence was nice but the nagging voice always came to ruin it. Always saying that things would never be any different and they were only being kind for now. I decided to argue with it tonight until I was startled by my door opening.

In the room walked in Tommy, he was sniffling slightly. He must have forgotten I was in the room because he walked past the bed and to the window. He opened it quietly, letting in a chilly breeze and beautiful view of the night sky. The blond boy seemed to gasp in awe of the stars as he continued to sniffle quietly.

I knew that eventually they wouldn't want me anymore, but in this moment I wanted to spread some kindness. I got up from the bed, stood next to the boy, and put a hand on his shoulder. He jumped slightly and rubbed at his teary eyes.

"I'm sorry, big man, I forgot you were in here," Tommy turns away, my guess in embarrassment. I just rubbed circles on his back, I really didn't mind comforting people. "I like to come here to see the sky after a nightmare. It calms me and this room is away from everyone else, so they can never hear me break down..."

I bring him closer to my side, continuing to rub circles on his arm now. "I'm supposed to be a big man, y'know. And sometimes I don't feel like a big man... I don't know why I'm telling you this. You probably don't even like me."

He was in the system too, so it was understandable to have to feel like you have to always put on a brave face. I suppose I called it, I knew this kid had a softer side... Oh no, emotional attachment already...

I decided to pull him into a hug, trying to be careful of the tears not burning my skin. I honestly really felt it for this kid. This was one of those times I wish I could speak, but I really hope he got my message. After a long few minutes, I let go of him.

"Thanks, Ranboo," he smiles painfully.

I give a small smile mouthing the word, "Anytime."

That night, I felt accomplished in helping someone and hopeful for the future.

a/n Remember to drink water and have a snack if you're hungry! You are all important! Have a great day/night