STRAY KIDS one shots 2

Argument

Author p.o.v

Another argument happened in the Seo household. The two years old married couple have been arguing over little thing for a month now. Shouts and curses are thrown here and there. Words that could hurt each other are also thrown carelessly. Their argument always start with simple dissing and end with shouts.

Their first argument, which started everything, is caused by Changbin's unstable emotion. He just got home and found out that he have forgotten to save his file that he had worked for two days straight. Plus, that evening, black out happened which completely vanish the unsaved file.

Unable to control his emotions, he let it out on the poor cushion in his work room adding more chores for his wife.

Y/n, who is feeling pretty insecure lately since she still can't bear any children even after two years of marriage, can't think quite rational when she saw the mess her husband has just made. The feathers are floating here and there, a smashed cup is laying hopelessly on the ground, and her husband is full of raged.

Since that argument happened, every time Changbin step inside the house from a tiring day at work, the argument will start. It could start from the way Changbin carelessly throw his bag to the floor, or the way Changbin immediately lock himself in his work room for all night.

Even the most simple thing could lit their argument. When they start their argument, even things from the past will be brought back by the couple. Even things that have happened from their dating year.

Changbin p.o.v

I don't want to go home. I'm too tired for another argument with y/n. I keep glancing between my car key and my computer. Should I pull an all nighter or go home? Going home will only lead to another argument the same as pulling an all nighter. Is it always this hard?

Jisung:*knocking* Hyung?
Changbin: Come in.
Jisung: When will you go?
Changbin:*raised an eyebrow* Why?
Jisung:*roll eyes* I can only go home if you are out.
Changbin: Give me the key and you are free to go.
Jisung: And got criticized tomorrow? No thanks. Just go home hyung. Y/n noona is probably waiting for you now.
Changbin:*sigh* Going home will only tired me more.
Jisung:*raised an eyebrow* Can't you guys just resolve it?
Changbin: It's not that easy Sung.
Jisung: Lower down your pride and apologize hyung. *worried* For how long will you keep this going on?
Changbin: It's- *pause* hard.
Jisung: You have dated noona for two years before proposing to her. And you are entering your third year now. Try putting yourself in noona's shoe hyung.

Silence. Should I go home and try talking to y/n? It's tiring to argue everyday. I want everything to go back like how it used to be. I want to be greet by her warm smile and hug again. Not all with all these shouting that never seems to end.

Jisung: So, will you go home now?

I nod at Jisung before grabbing my bag and head down to my where my car is parked.

Y/n p.o.v

I pace around the house with worry filling my mind. I'm imagining the worse and preparing for it. Who knows what will comes out from my husband's mouth sooner or later?

Will he come home today? I hope he will. I wanna straighten things out with him. My emotions have been unstable and my heart seems heavy. I have been recalling the words that I have threw to him.

Y/n: Why can't you just be the perfect husband?!

Y/n: Then just quit your freaking job!

Y/n: Are you the only one who is tired?! What about me?!

Y/n: I regret marrying you!

None of those words is true. All those words are the results of my anger and frustration. I never regret marrying him. Marrying him is the best choice I have ever make in my life. He is the perfect husband for me. He works for both of us since my dance career as a dance teacher falls. I never meant any of it.

I'm sure that he is hurt by all of my words. With Changbin's personality, it will be hard for him to talk it out. Sorry won't be enough after all those hurtful words I have thrown to him.

I really wished things will go back as how it used to be. I want the old Changbin I used to know. I missed him already.

Changbin p.o.v

Is going home always make me this nervous? My palms are somehow sweaty when I think about going home. Meeting her and solving all this problems. Luckily, I arrive at home safely. But I can't seem to get down from my car. It just seem so hard. My mind travel back to all those meaningless words I thrown to her.

Changbin: I'm tired y/n! Can't you understand that?! I'm tired!

Changbin: Stop acting as if you care about me!

Changbin: Why did I even choose you as my wife?!

Changbin: Can't you stop nagging?!

From the side of my eyes, I catch y/n staring outside. Is she waiting for me? Is the question ringing in my mind. I should really get out of this damn car and talk it out.

Author p.o.v

Changbin take each step with cautious and worries. His mind is full of the worst thing that could happen to both of them. On the side, y/n who has found out that her husband is home and is getting closer to her, start to get nervous and pace around more. When the door is being open slowly, she frozed. The words that she has been arranging in her mind suddenly vanish away the moment she see her husband's face.

Changbin:*awkward* I-I'm home?

Receiving no response from his wife, he start to sweat out of nervousness again.

Y/n:*awkward* Y-you are ho-home. H-how work?
Changbin: It's okay, I guess?

The awkward silence kill them slowly. Changbin take a deep breath and take a step closer to her. His hands slowly reach forward to hers and holds it dearly.

Changbin: Y/n *paused* I'm sorry.

She is taken back. She doesn't expect his apologize.

Y/n:*taken back* W-what?
Changbin: I'm so sorry for everything y/n. *take a deep breath* I know that all those things that came out of my mouth must hurt you a lot. *regret* I'm really sorry y/n.

She takes sometime to process everything before she pull Changbin slowly to the couch. Changbin gets her hint and let himself sit on the couch, hands never leaving her.

Y/n: Binnie, I know that sorry won't be enough nor will it change everything. But I wanna tell you these.
Changbin: What is it babe?
Y/n:*teary eyes* I never meant what I said in our argument. *a tear fall* I never regret in marrying you. Y-you are the perfect husband for m-me. *cry* I'm really sorry for everything I said.
Changbin:*softly* I'm sorry too y/n-ie. I never regret proposing you to you nor do I ever regret marrying you.

Confessions are made that night. They apologized for everything they have said. They straighten all the misunderstanding that have been surrounding them this month. They pour out all their feelings to each other. They don't hide even the smallest problem from each other.

Tears wet their faces. Even Changbin's who rarely cry. They feel as if the heavy weight that has been bothering them has vanished now. The chains that has been pulling them apart from each other is broken now.

Y/n:*sniff* Binnie, I'm really sorry that I still can't bear our child. *cry* Even after two years of our marriag-
Changbin: It's not your fault y/n-ie. It's not the right time yet.
Y/n:*cry out* B-but it has been two years Bin-ah!
Changbin: I know y/n-ie. But none of it is your fault. The day will come where the small us arrive.

Changbin soother y/n down by drawing little circles on her back and whispering that it's just not the right time for them to have child and none of it is her fault. When y/n has calmed down, she is seated on her husband lap while resting her body on his built one. They share their warmth to each other. They take their time to inhale each other scent and feel each other warmth again.

Changbin: Y/n-ie?
Y/n: Yeah?
Changbin: Are you tired?
Y/n: Not really, why?
Changbin:*smirk* Should we go to our bedroom?

Welp, they spent the rest of the night next to each other. Doing things that most married couples do.