STRAY KIDS one shots 2

Turbelence (🎶)

SINGER : ATEEZ

ALBUM : ZERO ; FEVER EPILOGUE

RELEASED DATE : 3 DECEMBER 2021

Changbin p.o.v

Maybe I'm still too young
Hover the black night sky
Impatience made a turbulence and it distorted us
It's falling, waterfall (It's falling, waterfall)
Endless free fall (Endless free fall)
By the rough wind
By the wounded heart
As if the world only asks me to fall
Only endless darkness

Changbin:*frustrated* I need to done it!

Stacks of wrinkled papers in front of me, tons and tons of scribbled writing are written, none of them can deliver my feelings I wanna tell the world. Frustrated of everything, I push all of the stacks away from me, watching as they fall to the carpeted floor endlessly.

Changbin:*sigh* None of this gonna work.

At the end of this road, where should we be?
What should we become, in what form?
I'm already overwhelmed
To be myself barely
Is anyone listening
Can someone just еmbrace me?
Wherе should we be, in what form
What should we become, and I?

Changbin: I need to submit it by the end of the week.

I'm lost. I was called as the genius producer by the company and my friends. I was praised by them by how lyricist I could be, by how I could play with the melody as I rapped through.

Here I'm again, stuck from the same repeating melody. It has been rewinded again and again to the point where it would trigger my deepest emotions every time I hear it, yet again none of them which I need popped up.

I want to be where you at
Fix on
Don't know the destination, falls after wandering around
I wander for the right direction wanderer
Wings are broken and swept away, I'm scared
I'm sick and tired, it keeps moving away from me
The world looked down from a high place does frighten me
A journey for an answer in the question of youth
It's falling, waterfall (It's falling, waterfall)
Endless free fall (Endless free fall)
By the rough wind
By the wounded heart
As if the world only asks me to fall
Only endless darkness

Changbin: I'm getting crazy.

Where are they when I needed them?! They who told me they will never leave my side! They who told me they will support me every time! Where the heck are them?!

Changbin: My head hurts.

At the end of this road, where should we be?
What should we become, in what form?
I'm already overwhelmed
To be myself barely
Is anyone listening
Can someone just embrace me?
Where should we be, in what form
What should we become, and I?

Words after words. Tears after tears. Madness after madness. I can no longer contain the explosive emotions growing. I hate it. It's suffocate me, it's block my flow of air.

Changbin: I'm lost.

In a world with only darkness
A dream flying high in the sky
I can see it there, follow the lights
Help me, I just go, we can all go up
I just hope to arrive safely on this night flight
I shine on my own, people will call that
A star, so we are just shining
Passion, young, fever

I need to get up. I need to write. Need to compose. Need to rap. No more time to rest. If I can't write now, if I can't compose now, I'm going to be thrown away.

Changbin:*mumble* I'll try again.

At the end of this road
If we must become something in this form
I hope to be myself
I hope you feel the same way
Is anyone listening?
This song to be engraved in my heart
It's okay to be here, just as we are
Just like now tonight

Hands are aching, head is pounding. My lips curled as I teared up once again. In the cramp studio, I'm alone with only the coldness surrounding me. I need help. I desperately do.

Changbin: Help me *lifeless* please.

Every night, a cold heart
A rough fight, tiring day
Embrace me in your warm arms
Every night, a cold heart
A rough fight, tiring day
Still fly, embrace me more
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Woah-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

I need to get it done. I'm almost there. Just another step. Another tear that will be shed. Another headache that will be pounding on me. Another frustrated feelings that I'll need to contain.

Changbin: It's okay. It's gonna be okay.

Another reassurance from me to myself.