STRAY KIDS one shots 2

Before You Go (🎶)(1)

SINGER : LEWIS CAPALDI

ALBUM : DIVINELY
UNINSPIRED TO A HELLISH EXTENT

RELEASED DATE : 2019

Chan p.o.v

I fell by the wayside, like everyone else
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you
But I was just kidding myself
Our every moment, I start to replace
'Cause now that they're gone
All I hear are the words that I needed to say

You cruelly told me that you want to break up. You never told me the reason. You keep on telling me that you want to break up even if your eyes said the opposite.

I still remember how your hands trembled that day. From the moment I came to pick you up, your eyes showed nothing but sadness and regrets. I remembered asking you why but all you answered was that you are feeling sick.

When you hurt under the surface
Like troubled water running cold
Well, time can heal but this won't

I know it's wrong but I asked all your friends whether they know the reason of your sudden news. No one seems to know the reason except one person.

He claimed himself to be mine and your dearest friend, it's not wrong. He seems to know the reason behind it but why don't he tell me what it is? If he is also my friend, shouldn't he tell me the reason?

So, before you go
Was there something I could've said
To make your heart beat better?
If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather
So, before you go
Was there something I could've said
To make it all stop hurting?
It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
So, before you go

I keep on calling him, bothering him with same question. This is not me. Everyone know about it. I'm not someone who bothers other with the same question every time we met.

I can't help it. I need to know the reason behind. I desperately need to know your reason of our sudden break up.

Was never the right time, whenever you called
Went little, by little, by little until there was nothing at all
Our every moment, I start to replay
But all I can think about is seeing that look on your face

Changbin:*sigh* Hyung, stop asking the same question.
Chan: Tell me Bin.
Changbin: I can't!
Chan: Why?! She is my girlfrie- I mean ex, I need to know why Bin!
Changbin: She is sick!
Chan:*surprised* She is what?

Changbin:*take a deep breath* There goes my promise with her. I accidentally found out that she is sick and she has less than two months to live. That's what the doctor say.
Chan:*shocked* Y-you are kidding right? It's not funny Bin!
Changbin:*shake his head* Sadly, it's the truth hyung.

When you hurt under the surface
Like troubled water running cold
Well, time can heal but this won't

I forced Changbin to take me to the hospital she is in. He took me there even to the room that she is in. I brave myself and knock on the door.

Y/n:*soft* Come in.

So, before you go
Was there something I could've said
To make your heart beat better?
If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather
So, before you go
Was there something I could've said
To make it all stop hurting?
It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
So, before you go

Y/n:*smile weakly* Channie.
Chan:*trembling* Y/n, why don't you tell me this?

It's hard for me to take even a step closer to her. Her body is laying on the pale white bed being covered with not so comfy hospital blanket, and several wires are connected on to her arms that seems so thin.

Would we be better off by now
If I'd let my walls come down?
Maybe I guess we'll never know
You know, you know

Y/n: Did Bin oppa tell you about these?
Chan: I forced him to. Why don't you tell me these y/n?
Y/n: I don't want to make you sad. I hate it.
Chan:*shout* Do you think I'll be happy if you break up with me suddenly?!

Without knowing, I accidentally shouted at her. As I done, and realize what I had just done, I apologize to her with my head hang low.

Before you go
Was there something I could've said
To make your heart beat better?
If only I'd have known you had a storm to weather
So, before you go
Was there something I could've said
To make it all stop hurting?
It kills me how your mind can make you feel so worthless
So, before you go

Y/n: I know you will be sad but it's better that way.
Chan: W-why?
Y/n: It will be better for you to remember me as a bad one instead of the one who break all the promises.
Chan:*cry* Y-you are so selfish y/n.

Chan: Y/n, please, please, let me accompany you till then.
Y/n: Chann-
Chan:*shake his head* It's better for me like these. I want to be the reason behind those smile. Even your last one. Let me accompany you, y/n.