Thinkin' About You (🎶)

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SINGER : SEVENTEEN

ALBUM : DIRECTOR'S CUT

RELEASED : FEBRUARY 5 2018

Felix p.o.v

Who are you to me?
I kept thinking and thinking

Felix:*amazed* She is so beautiful.
Jisung:*tease* Go and ask her number.
Felix:*flustered* W-what?!
Jisung:*wink* Good luck.

At this sudden thought (thinkin' about you)
I couldn't stop thinking about it, oh oh

I walk to you nervously. My hands are shaking in my pocket out of nervousness. The closer I got to you the worse it got. I tap your shoulder gently making you look at me naturally making your shoulder-length soft hair brushing through my hand.

Y/n: Can I help you with something sir?
Felix:*blurred out* You are so beautiful.
Y/n:*chuckle* Thank you sir.
Felix:*flustered* I-I'm sorry! I me-mean you are beautiful but i-its no-
Y/n:*laugh* I understand sir. *scoot beside* Have a seat sir.
Felix:*embarrassed* Th-thank you.
Y/n:*smiling* I'm y/n, you?

For reasons I don't know, I keep looking for you in my dreams
Thinkin' about you (about you) yeah

From that day, you fill my mind completely. The way you smile so bright, the way your eyes squinted when you laugh, your chuckling linger around my ears as my favourite songs.

I used to be a fool in front of you
Only getting brave from behind you
I was just whatever yeah yeah
And I haven't really changed now
Nothing really changed
But still
Today, today, today

Jeongin: Hyung? *shout* Hyung!
Felix:*startled* Y-yes?!
Jeongin:*smirk* Can't focus?
Felix:*smile by himself* She is too beautiful to ignore.
Jeongin:*laugh* Chan hyung! Come help Lix hyung!

I want to give you my heart ( OEOEO )
Deep in our memories
We were so young, those days were so pretty
Each flower petal, each memory of ours
I haven't forgotten any of them

We exchanged phone number that time, I really want to ask you out for another 'date'. But I froze up when I tried to text you. I really like you. I really want to ask you to be mine. I know it's too soon. But I'm scared you will be claimed as others if I don't move fast.

I'm thinkin' about you
I'm thinkin' about you
I'm thinkin' about
I'm thinkin' about 
I'm thinkin' about you
I'm thinkin' about you
And I'm thinkin' about you (about you)
I'm thinkin' about
I'm thinkin' about 
I'm thinkin' about you

Phone call~

Y/n:*surprised* You are Felix?! Like Felix from StrayKids?!
Felix:*nod**chuckle* You just realized that?
Y/n: You introduced yourself as Lee Yongbok. *nervous smile* I just recently get to know StrayKids. Sorry for that.
Felix:*chuckle* It's okay, now you know. You like to dance right?
Y/n: Yeah, *chuckle* I'm currently in my dance studio.
Felix: I wish we could dance together.
Y/n: It will be hard for you to get to me, maybe I'll try to visit you next time?
Felix: Sure. I'll probably will be at JYP dance studio.
Y/n:*surprise* JYP dance studio?!

All I think about is you
Each falling flower petal
Our beautiful blossom
Everything was part of a painting
Even though it smudged and smeared, it was beautiful
Time became drops and kept falling and falling
I was pushed and was falling deeper and deeper
Even though I'm locked up like this
You can open me up and take me out

Maybe fate is on our side. We end up knowing that you are one of JYP soon-to-be choreographer and you are currently one of the back dancer. You visit StrayKids' dance studio. You get along just well with others. Maybe too well. Seeing how you laugh with others spark jealously in me. I don't want to you to laugh like that to others, I want to have that laugh only for me.

I used to be a fool in front of you
Only getting brave from behind you
I was just whatever yeah
And I haven't really changed now
Nothing really changed
But still,
Today, today, today

Changbin:*smirk* Stop being so jelly Lix.
Minho:*teasing* Y/n is so cool!
Felix:*irritated**mumble* She is mine.
Seungmin:*smirk* Getting protective, aren't we?

They teased me. Again. But I can't get mad at them. Relationship between idol and soon-to-be choreographer hardly work. I'm still under the no-dating contract just the same as you. Yet I'm too selfish to have you all for myself.

I want to give you my heart ( OEOEO )
Deep in our memories
We wereso young, those days were so pretty
Each flower petal, each memory of ours
I haven't forgotten any of them

Y/n:*sad* Have you guys got the news?
Hyunjin: What news?
Y/n:*kinda relieve* You haven't?
Chan:*confused* No?
Y/n:*sad smile* Ah.
Felix:*worried* Is everything okay?
Y/n:*sad smile* Yeah. *get up* I need to go to for a practice. See you later.

I'm thinkin' about you
I'm thinkin' about you
I'm thinkin' about
I'm thinkin' about I'm thinkin' about you
I'm thinkin' about you
And I'm thinkin' about you (about you)
I'm thinkin' about
I'm thinkin' about 
I'm thinkin' about you

Felix:*worried* Hyung you really don't receive any news about her?
Chan: I haven't received any.

Our manager come to the studio bringing a pile of papers in his hands. We asked him what have happened and whether he know what news were y/n talking about just now.

Manager: Y/n? The new choreographer?
Felix: Yes.
Manager: JYP sent her to LA to study more about dance. Why?
Felix:*surprise* To LA?!
Manager: Yes *confuse* she didn't tell you.

Honestly, I'm a bit frustrated
Why am I acting like this?
I still don't really know

My world feels like collapsing that second. You are going to LA soon. I won't be able to meet you again. I won't be able to dance with you for a long time. I have lost my interest in my members and manager. I don't care about what they are saying. My mind is focused about you. You, who are leaving soon.

Changbin: Hyung can we end the practice today? We are pretty tired.
Manager:*nod* Sure, you guys have practiced enough.

Each day that passes
Won't give me the answer to this problem
So I keep repeating this

Jeongin:*worried* Hyung are you okay?
Changbin:*worried* Do you want to visit her?
Felix:*shake his head* I don't wanna do anything. I need some alone time.

I want to give you my heart ( OEOEO )
Deep in our memories
We were so young, those days were so pretty
Each flower petal, each memory of ours
I haven't forgotten any of them

The members are worried about me. I don't need their pity. I can take care of myself. Or that what I thought. Unknowingly I practiced harder not knowing when to stop. I don't touch any food that serve infront of me. I lost interest in everything.

I'm thinkin' about you
I'm thinkin' about you
I'm thinkin' about
I'm thinkin' about 
I'm thinkin' about you
I'm thinkin' about you
And I'm thinkin' about you
I'm thinkin' about
I'm thinkin' about 
I'm thinkin' about you 

Y/n:*regret* Lix, I'm sorry that I don't tell you sooner.
Felix:*sad smile* It's okay. Promise me that you will come back to me, kay?
Y/n:*sad smile* I will come back to you. When I come back later, you should be standing proudly at the stage, kay?
Felix: I promise. Take care of yourself.
Y/n: You too. See you again. In five years.
Felix:*wave* See you again. In five years.

I waste not a single day not thinking about you. How I wish five years will come in a blink of eyes. I can't wait to hold you in my arms. When you come back later, I'll claim you as mine. See you again in five years, my love.

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