Jahseh OnfroyI walked into the restaurant and found our table easily. My mom was already seated and so was Ryan.
"Hey baby," my mom stood up to hug me. We sat down and I gave Ryan a small smile.
"God I'm hungry," I groaned.
"You look like you've been eating good," my mom looked me up and down.
"Yeah I guess I've gained a little weight," I shrugged.
"I have too it's okay," Ryan chuckled.
"Well you're pregnant so it's okay," I assured her.
"Oh you two are having a baby! That's such great news," my mom exclaimed.
"No we aren't, actually," I said slowly. "That's why we wanted to have lunch with you."
"What do you mean?" My mom frowned. "Did you cheat on my son?"
"Mom actually, we both found someone else and she's having a baby with her new boyfriend and I'm having a baby too... with my boyfriend."
"You're what!" She yelled.
"I'm gay mom," I admitted. "I'm gay and I'm having a baby with another man. I'm pregnant."
"I can't even look at you right now," she told me.
"But mom-"
"I just need some time to think about this and process it," she told me.
I stood from the table and looked at Ryan, "I'll see you later okay, be careful driving home."
"Okay, love you," she told me.
"Love you too."
I left the table and then left the restaurant. I didn't know what to think. Was my mom telling me she didn't love me anymore?
I got into my car and buckled my seat belt before dialing Stokeley's number. I know we aren't together but he's my safe place and I really need him right now.
"Hello?" He answered.
"Hey are you busy?" I heard my voice crack as I fought back tears.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"I told my mom and she.. she," I stopped talking and took a deep breath. "I don't think she wants to see me anymore."
"Come over," he told me. "Do you want something to eat?"
"Yeah please?" I asked. "I'll be on my way right now."
"Okay drive safe, I love you," he told me.
"I love you too."
I hung up the phone and started my car, taking the fastest rout to his house.
A/n: sorry guys I just have been having writers block on this book so im just playing around with some ideas to get Inspiration