Jahseh O
Stokeley and I broke up about a week ago and we haven't said one word to each other.
I would say I'm heartbroken but I knew it was coming. I knew it. Just by the way things were going.
I feel like I've mentally already been going through this breakup for a month already. So yes my heart is broken, but I'll be okay.
Things will be fine.
I have my family, my best friend. My business. And a baby on the way. There's nothing else I could want.
I've come to terms that Stokeley and I can't work. We are too toxic together. And that's why we shouldn't be together.
No matter how much we want to.
"What are you thinking about?" Ryan asked me.
She and I decided to have dinner together for old times sake. I can honestly say I don't have any romantic feelings towards her. She's my best friend.
"Just the way things have been going. I can't believe he really broke up with me. I knew it was coming though," I explained. "Then he said I only wanted to be with him cause he found someone else. But he left and I was minding my business with you. He popped up at our house did he not?"
"Yeah I remember it like it was yesterday," she sighed as she leaned back in her seat, rubbing her stomach.
"So I'm just confused as to what the fuck his problem is," I sighed. "He hasn't even tried to reach out to me or anything. I have a doctors appointment in a week to find out the gender."
"Are you going to tell him?" She asked.
"Well I want do so a gender reveal so probably not, he can find out at the gender reveal when I find out." I explained.
"Are you sure?" She asked. "He told Jarad that he misses you."
"I don't care, I miss him too but I don't want to be with him anymore."
