Tears fallin and theres liquor in cup, all you really want is love baby all you really want is love..
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𝐽𝑎ℎ𝑠𝑒ℎ 𝑂𝑛𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑦
Even though Stokeley and I decided to try for another baby, everything still hurts. It hurts that my baby is gone. It hurts that I never got to meet her. That I never got to hold her in my arms.
I looked at Stokeley asleep next to me in the bed and the bottle on my night stand. I reached over him, taking the bottle.
I climbed off of bed and left the room. I walked down the hall to the bedroom that should have been my baby's. Her crib was in the corner still in the box. All the boxes of diapers and wipes. It just broke my heart.
I sat in the middle of the carpeted floor as I drunk from the bottle. I just want my baby back. I don't want a new baby I want the one that was supposed to be here right now.
My stomach started to ache after I swallows the first swig. I closed the bottle and pushed it away from me. I don't even want to drink. I just want the pain to stop.
I heard my phone ringing and I got up off of the floor, leaving the room.
I walked into my bedroom and Stokeley has already answered my phone. I climbed into the bed next to him and watched as his face changed seven different times.
"Are you fucking serious right now!" He yelled. "That bitch needs to be fired."
"What happened?" I asked.
"What do you mean are we pressing charges yes we are the fuck." He hissed. "Why would that white bitch sit here in our face and tell us that our baby is dead when she isn't."
"What happened?" I asked again as my eyes teared up. "Tell me what happened!"
"The doctor just called, the nurse was reading the machine wrong, the baby is fine," he told me.
"W-what?" My mouth couldn't even begin to form words. I was beyond pissed.
"Oh well I hope you guys have good lawyers because we're coming for your ass." Stokeley spat and hung up the phone.
"W-why would she do that." I asked.
"She needs to take her stupid ass back to medical school. That is so messed up she made us believe we lost our baby. She made us believe that our daughter was gone," he ranted.
"So my baby is okay? She's fine?" I asked.
"Yeah they want us to come in tomorrow for a check up."
"I'm not going back to that doctor, I want a different doctor," I stated.
"Then we will get a different doctor, whatever you want okay?" He told me. "Where were you at?"
"I was in the baby's room," I admitted. "I was going to start drinking that bottle but my stomach was agreeing with me so I didn't get a chance and then we got the call."
"Well thank god you didn't get the chance because something bad could have happened to the baby," he told me.
"I know."
"Do you wanna go back to sleep or are you ready to get up?" He asked me after seeing it was 9:30 Am.
"I'll get up, and get my day started, I have to start interviewing a new assistant and someone to cover me for maternity leave." I explained.
"You don't need to be working. As least until after the baby is here I don't want anything to get in the way of this pregnancy okay?" He told me.
"Well I have to find someone to run my company until then," I explained.
"Just let me do it, I know how you like things done," he asked.
"I guess I could be okay with that, but you have to find an assistant, the assistant I have now is getting a promotion so she can't be my assistant anymore," I explained.
"I'm on it boss," he chuckled and leaned over and kissed me. "I love you.. so much."
