Jahseh O
Today I just feel really down. I couldn't bring myself to get out of bed this morning which lead to me staying in bed crying all day.
I don't even know why I'm crying. I'm just so sad. Yesterday I was having the time of my life. Now I feel like my world is ending.
I'm really hating Stokeley today. I don't want it to be over. I'll never find some one like him again.
I don't want him to forget about me. I was falling in love with him, but something's are better left unsaid.
This breakup is bittersweet for so many reason I can't even explained. How could I just forgot the way he used to look at me.
The way he would kiss me and play in my hair.
I don't think I've ever felt this much hurt and pain in my life. I know it's for the best but I want him back.
I want him back.
I wish things would have worked for us. I want to be in his arms again.
I want to be happy again.
I've been going through the days like a robot. Wake up, go to work, come home, sleep. Every day. I just be all by myself.
I don't know what to do. I just want to be happy again.
Why am I so in love?
I am in love with him.
But I can't have him. I have to move on.
Imma find a perfect balance it's just gon take time.
