𝑃𝑜𝑣: 𝑆𝑡𝑜𝑘𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑦
"Hey wassup," answered my phone when I saw it was my brother.
"Hey. You busy?"
"Nah why?" I asked.
"So Jahseh called Ryan right.."
"For fucking what? Bro I swear he's always on some hoe shit," I rolled my eyes.
"First of all, my girl and him wasn't even on that typa shit they was just taking I was right there, and two, you gotta chill with that."
"What?"
"So anyways what I was saying is he thinks you don't love him and that you're gonna break up with him. He said he's tired of y'all's relationship already."
"Why would I break up with him?" I asked. "I love him."
"Yeah I know that but does he know that? See the problem is he says you always bring up his mistakes and I know you're mad bro but you can't expect this relationship to go anywhere if you can't move on," he explained. "He said that he doesn't even know why you wanna be with him and that if you're gonna break up with him just do it already cause you're just breaking him down. He was pretty much just saying he's tired of the bullshit. Pretty much he thinks you hate him."
"I love that man more than life." I admitted.
"Well he's the one you should be telling. And honestly bro... stop being such an asshole. You said you would let it go so let it go."
"But he hurt me.. a lot." I argued.
"He knows that, and he apologized and you said you accepted his apology, so accept it and move on," he sighed. "Look I told Ryan I would talk to you so here I am. I can tell he loves you. But all this shit you're doing is only going to push him away."
"But I just-"
"You just nothing. Either you're with him or you're not. I support you either way but you need to make your decision and tell him. If you're not willing to let it go, then just let him go."
"I don't want to let him go, but I'm not ready to let it go. It was only a month ago," I explained. "He doesn't understand how I'm feeling."
"He understands. I've talked to him I know he understands. He's not mad at you for feeling how you feel. He's hurt that you're throwing it in his face every chance you get. And this whole fighting over moving in thing. From his side this is a new thing, this is his first openly gay relationship and you have to give him time. He is willing to move in together before the baby comes. He just don't want to do it today."
"So you're defending him now?"
"No. I'm telling you what it is just like I told him what it is. And frankly you have been acting like an ass."
"How?"
"Just talk to him. It's not good for you guys to be fighting all the time and he's pregnant with your baby. You shouldn't be stressing him out."
"Okay," I agreed. "Is that all?"
"Cmon man don't be like that, you know I just want what's best for you."
I nodded my head and then ended the call.
