can't go back..can i?

the show

Wayo

As i watched the live video
I smirk and get crazy.

One of my guards recods it.

I know Minb is ruthless but to his friends no.
He can forgive specially that Sharp admitted everyyhing and now even if he still have that feelings for Beam, he woll not do anyhing stupid anymore

Friendship check and loyalty check.

Sharp was blinded with Pring promises and his passik pushed him to do things withoug thinking.
Wel i would do anything for Forth.

And Leam, i knew it that is why i distanced myself a bit from him.
And Thew the way he looks at Kit.
Tsk. Tsk.

But Sharp really i never thought, well among them all he is the one that does hangs out a lot. Only these past few months.

I am tired.

I closed my phone and went for a shower.
Tonight i will be alone.

I tried to call Beam, his phone is unreachable.

I know hismpain right now.
And also Ming's pain.

I need to go to slep.

My phone rings,

Forth!!

"Hey babe. How are you?"  i said.
They are so damn drunk and confessed i never thought about Leam. He aaid in dimayed tone.
"Well i sensed it so i bit distanced myslef feom him." I said plainly.
Huh! I love you na i wanna go home but i cannot leave Ming here.
"I know babe, take your reat na." I said,
I miss you.
"I miss you na, i love you... good night na." I said.
Wayo i wanna talk to you more
"Babe, sleep na it is late now." I said.
"I love you Forth" i added for he is quiet.
He sighed.
"I love you babe, Forth" i said softly.
I love you good night.
"Be good na see you when all this are done," i said.
Yes we will finish this soon, i live you.

I end the call for i know it will never end.

I need to sleep i have to be there foe Beam.

Lighten up the modd is a bit hard for i myself is worried. Not for Forth nit for Ming but their firends.

I went to get Beam and entertain him the way and everyway i can.

Lunch i invaded their college.
Damn those eyes,.

I went ahead of Beam to place a fopd for Phana and winked at Kit hope he is not mad. Beam came and gave Kit his food.

I warned them time to show off.

But hell the sweetness of this two.
I miss Forth.

Beam and i are like ants here.

But time for me tomleave them again.
I have labolatories.

In the afternoon i went to get Beam and treat him. I bring the angels witn me.

I know deep inside his heart he wats to cry, one more night tonigt. I said to myself for Ming promised only two nihts,

We send him to the apartment after the treat sweets and fun.
Hope he sleeps well.

I am tired myself.
I had a hot nice bath.

Dired my body and hair after.

I felt really sleepy.
I layed on the bed.

Forth did not responded to my texts and calls the whole day.
I juat sighed.
And closed my eyes.