can't go back..can i?

why can't i?

Beam.

"I am nervous about this idea Ming" i said to Ming while we help aunty arrange the garden for lunch.

This gathering is her idea and she hopes evrything goes well.

"Okay when they come taje care of Phan Kig and i will take care of Wayo" Ming sia.d

And i nooded.

Aunty invited Phan sithout telling Wayo, and she also invited Wayo witout telling Phana.

"Good luck to us" Bean said.

"Is there till war between Pannisiyasawad and Knotanin only sons?" P' Kanawut asked.

"A bit na P'." I aaid.

"Well we are here, i know those two repects Aunty so no matter what they will behave." P' Kana said.

Ming nooded.

Namtan came with more plates,
"This is exciting, Kit his parents and sister will come. I will have a girl with me." She giggled.

I looked at Ming.

"Calm down na nong Beam nong Ming, Mae and i are here na this won't cause trounle na." P'Kana said smilling.

"Let's trust friendship. Even though, they are friends before all this happened." Turbo said.

"Yes, trust friendship. Sure Wayo will behave for Kit." Ming sia.d

"Okay, all set they are all coming." Aunty said excitedly as she walks with a bowl of stew. Ming helped her.

And the sound of car came.
With deep breath i smiled and walked towards the front yard, Phana with Kit's family. This is my assignment.

They are not yet settled and Ming walked pass me tapped my shoulder and walked to the juat parked car, Wayo and Forth.

Here we go, i sit beside Phana while he sits next to Kit on tbe other side of Kit, His mom, Namtan and Kit's sister have their own world.

Now i am guarding Phan, and evrytime he slides looking at Wayo i make things to distract him.
Wayo is something today. Like blooming.

In one table the six of us plus Aunty's famiky and Kit's family.
Not bad at all.

Kit seems relaxed and so does Forth.

Lunch is dine and i breathed well. And so does Ming.

Evryone is gone.

Leaving me and Ming in the apartment's kitchen washing the dishes.

"Wayo is completely whipped to Forth" Ming said.

"And so does Forth" i said.

"But Phana" Ming sigjed.

"I know, he not that recovered yet, but he decided to have Kit in his life. He gave an path and gave Kit his heat fully." I said.

"Somehow, Wayo still distracts him." Ming said.

I nooded.

We cleaned the kitchen and keep the things we donot use.

"Beam." Ming sighed.

"I cannot leave this apartment" Ming said.

I walked to him.
"You can visit everytime na." I said.

He smiled sweetly.

And i hugged him.

"Ming, we know waht to do na..." i said.