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Forth

That night that i  learned about Phana moving in and Told Wayo.

He is silent and now decided to move out.

I do not want him to.
But he has to.

He always tells me he moved on, but this with Phan in one roof it will be a disaster for him.

"I would rather see him kiss his new love that seeing him evry morning." He said.

He asked aunty about it. And aunty let him go.

I became silent. In the afternoon, i went home with the smell of foods cooking.

Wayo is colking.

"Mh farewell snack" he said.

I just look at him. Tomorrow he will leave.
I sighed.
And watched him.

Then Beam and Ming came and we eat.

I tried ti be aspossitive as Wayo is.
I know this will help him to mature in life also.
For indepence me and my aunt said.

And he also said that.

The following day.
I went home wiyh no Wayo.
But dinner came.
Phana is here.

It pissed me off that one i love moved out because of this man.
He is also our friend but it us a bit akward.
If Wayo is gere things would be a bit lighter.

Gold thing Beam talked to Phana.
Even Ming is silent.

The reason of their break up is silent for all of us Wayo just said. It is not meant to be.

Everyday comes and i am used to seeing Phana just smirk or nood at him.

Untill this day come.
Phan talked with Wayo.

I saw their picture i was to run to them but Ming and Beam stopped me.

"Phana will maje a closure lwt it be, we will comfort Wayo later, for now let them cllse this chapter of thier lives, so they can love genuinely again" Ming said.

I sighed and shouted at the noisy freshmen.

Beam gave me cold drink.

Yes i trust Wayo, and Phana?

"Guys actually Phana is dating Wayo' roommate Kit, as Ming said this must be a closure for Phana to love again." Beam said.

"Ohow, Wayo does have someone but juat hesitates notbecause of Phana bug because if that someone." Ming said.

"Well Wayo ids famous and piles of mixed henders line up to have a chance." Beam teased.

I sighed and eat my food.

After class i rush to Wayo and he is with his friends, then ming and Beam came. He told us evrything.

I am concern of his feelings, but he smiles genuinely.
I know like he said.
Thorns are pulled form his heart.

But is he ready to love again?

Can he accept me.

"Can i walk you to your fomr later?" I asked.

His friends teased him.

He nooded.

Beam went on and Ming left.

With all my gutt i aksed him if he will accept me,
He said he needs more time.

He likes head hazers ei?

Wait iam a head hazer why did i not think about that?

I hugged him.

Hut let him go i donot want to but i cannot force him to love me.