can't go back..can i?

exhausted, bruised and pained.

Phana.

"Wayo, calm down i can feel the intensity of your anger, where did this all came from? I know you hated P'Sjn since but. Why?" I asked Wayo.

We are on the road he told me to go.

Wqyo became silent.

"Can we stop over and buy some drink?" Wayo said.

I nooded.

Then i saw 7/11.

He went down and got both of us drink.

Later

He drinked a botle of water.

He opened and energy drink for me.

I drinked half of it he closed the lid and placed it in the dashboard botle holder.

"Now, cate to tell why you hate him so much?" I am really intrigued.

He still taje a deep brwath but did not talk.

"I will be the one who tell this to Forth, but i guess i should have told you before."
He said.
He drinked a juice in can.

"Phana, please keep this." He said,

I jooded.

"Come on Yo, you are killing me. You are not amd at him at first but later you hated him ao much" i saod.

He sighed.

"He raped me." He said.

I pressed on the break.

"What the hell? When how? What?" I asked.

Wayo's hands are clenched.

Tears are clouding in his eyes.

"When we beoke up. He said i need a friend, i had Forth but p' Sun was so nice.
I was gome for two days, because.." he is now sahking. 
" i was captive by him. He did it to me night and day, he leaves and comes back after few hours, give me food bath me then do me again."

I am shookt!!!

I tapped his shoulder.

"No one will love me again i said before because i am raped." He cried.

I tapped his shoulder as i hug him.

"Why you did not tell me." I said.

"We already broke up how am i to tell you?" He said.

"I am sorry." I said.

"Phana, drive na." He said.

His voice is firm.

" can get back on him now and because i an strongger and i am not alone." He said.

"Yeah, let us kick his gut out of his ass" i said.

Wayo wipped his tears and tried to smile.
I continued driving, he drinked again.

He bacame ailent all of a sudden.

2 hours of drive and he said.
"Pha turn left on tbe next intersection" he said,

We pass through the houses, then a wide rice fields.  This place they produce 20% of Thai rice in the whole country.

"Phana there will be and old church turn on the samll road after it to your right" he instructed.

We drive 20 more minutes then some houses then an old church.

When we where coming here he used my phone and called his dad. Nad now, i know this cars.

"20?Really? " Wayo asked.