can't go back..can i?

that talk

Wayo

"Why did you choose the dorm?" Kit asked.

We are eating dinner accross oyr dorm.

"Trying to be more independent, and it is inside the university, nearer to my college." I answeed.

"Why our dorm?" He asked again.

"Actually i am admitted at the main dorm, but it is under renovatikn so the dorm masters made the men's dor  full. After a montb we will be pulled out na and stay in our dorm." I said.

"Can i visit you in your new dorm when time comes?" He asked.

"Ofcourse you can come." I said.

We are eating and we both are like getting to know so asking about favorites and likes and dislikes.
And i realize, we have lots of things in common.

"Aw, not bad then we can live peacefully." He said.

I know, we all need privacy and all need space. I can ask one of the angels if i can stay with them once in a while.

And that meal opened us bith to friendship.

A confirmation from Beam that day also that Kit is in the same class with him and Phana. And they are close.

Days gone by and we had some dinners togather or sometimes some breakfasts.

But at lunch Forth tries his best always to appear with Ming.

I always tease Beam for always appearing at lunch.
And there are lunch that is just the two of us.

One time.

I cannot make it today na, maybe i willl just treat you snack later na.
Text from Forth.

"Noone obligated you to treat me any meal na, just focus on what you are doing. You donot have to report to me na. I understand khab.
I send him.

He send me emojis of smiles.

I ordered my food.

Even the angels are not pestering me today.

I sit on where i or we usually sit and started eating my food.

"Wayo."
I looked at the person who called me.

I sat froze.

Tried to smile.

Then i smirked at myself.

"Can i sit here?" He asked.

"Yeah, feel free" i said,
I manage to make it sound like he is just aa acquaintance.

"Yo," his soft voice.
I miss that.

"Yup" i said plainly.

"You are famous na. And i never thought i find you here." He said.

"Not really famous. Unlike Ming" i said trying to be plain calm and smile normally.

He looked at me.

I swalowed akwardness and be friendly.

"Do you always eat here?" He asked.

"Yeah, but with bunch of friends and i have no idea they all disappeared on me today." I said and vontinued on my food.

"How are you Yo?" He asked.

I looked at him and smiled genuinely.
"I am fine.. thank you"

Good thing i irdered avocado shake today.

"Change of deink?" He asked.

"Na, just trying new things trying new flavors. My favorite is still my favorite, just exploring." I said.