can't go back..can i?

boyfirend?

Kit's POV

I met Phana in our college, alone, i thought one of his friends would be with him.

My opportunity to talk to him. I havebeen following the five of them i am not a stalker!

I just wanna know gossips about them. Ir yeah call me fan of them. They are well known in the senior high department of our school.

And i never thought that genious Phana is my classmate. And Beam is also our classmate.

Beam seems a bit sistant to him. But isaw Beam always leaving nit being with Phana or the their other friends.

Never accross in my mind that he willl be my friend and we will be close like this.

Let me tell you a secret.

I asdmired Beam's dimple back then but when i saw their group. I gasp they have different assets and Phana catched my heart.
Beam is the known friendly smilling around person.
Ming the play boy they say.
Phan the gorgeous genious.
Forth the hunk with great sex appeal.
And the cute sassy well can i get it together cute and handsome Wayo.

But in a year of being friend with Phana. I asked him few timeswhy he is detached from the group.
He just said he made a mistake the biggest mistake that he regreted but can nit go back but move forward. That us always his answrr but i wanna know that mistake.

There are times i convince him to approach his old friend he just says in due time he will

Before the second semester ended.

He said he does not want to ruin our friendship but he needs to tell it to me.

"Kit, promose me, no matter what, we will remain friends." He said.
"Is it a big deal? Then no need to tell me na"  i said.

"No i have to tell you, Kit, you have been good to me. You are a wonderful person."
By his words i think i was blushing.
He hold my hands and look into me.

"Kit, i think i am falling inlove with you" he said.
Ky eyes widens and i feel my my whole existence is shouting for joy but i hold it.
I can feel my whole body is getting hot and i kniw i am now full red.

He gave me kiss. His lips brushed to mine.

I pushed him.

He lowered his face and look at the ground.

"Sorry i should have nit kised you."
He said.

And i didnot know waht to say.

I am not waiting for this cause i never knew he had this feeling for me.

It is  a dream came true that your long time crush finally saud those words.

"I... i.. " i sighed.

"I can wait na." He siad.

Starting that day he shows me that he is sincere on what he feels.
That he loves me.
Or falling inlove i mean.

But we begun to dig deeper in knowing each other.
Untill he said.

The real reason he detatched from his friends is his ex, it affects their relationship with their friends.

He admitted it he loved his ex so much. But it was not meant to be. And now he moved on and ready to love again and he saw me.

"I love you Kit not because you have resemblance to my ex, you are too far from each other na. I love you because you are caring, sweet, cute, beautiful inside and outside. You are a good person na."
He cleared that one on me.