can't go back..can i?

engaged (Kit)

Kit

"The day i accepted my feelings for you,
it started to grow each day.

I might not show it first but the more i want to hide it,
The more it wants to be known.

You became my everything,
Because i rather have nothing than lost you.

I have been grateful for the people who helped me fight for you.

Kit i hope by now you know how much important you are to me.
I hope by now you know how much i love you.

I am ready to loose everything just to have you with me.
Please stay with me till the day we die.

I love you
I love you
I love you

Please Marry me"

I keep on reading it.
It is written on a small card place nicely on top of a big basket of fruits on my bed. That is sorrounded by petals of flowers.

My bed is changed and the ambiance is so romantic.

I am alone in the room.

Phana is no where to be found.
He left after our class he said he will meet with our friends. So i came here alone after doing my research on the library.

And i came to this.

The scent smells relaxing.
The lights are dim blue and red.

Then the fruit of basket on bed with petals as decor.

"Can i kniw the answer?" A whisper to my ear.
I am wrapped with two hands.

I turned to face Phana.

Looked in his eyes.

"Are you sure to ask me this this early? We have a long road of years to come before we are finally doctors." I said.

He smiled and hold both my hands.
He kissed them both.

"I will wait, then." He said and pulled my nape and kiss me.

"Do we have any occasion?" I asked.

"I do not need occasion, to show you u love you and ask you for marriage." Phana said as he kiss in between kissing my face.

"I love you" he said.

I smiled.

"I love you too." I responded.

"Dinner?" He asked.

I nooded.

He lead me to my mini dinning.
We are in my dorm.

I was so focused on what is on the bed and did not noticed the table of foods.
Seafoods and salads.

"I did not cooked, but i choose the best place who cooks best seafoods." He said.

"Thank you na." I said,

We started eating.

"By the way. Sorry for leaving you this afternopn i have to prepare this na." He said.

I nooded and smiled at him.
His efforts and hands on the surprise.

But rejected.

I wish he will ask again and i will say yes.

Why did i say that? This what i wanted anyway.

I loved him before he loved me.

I was dreaming of him, before he became my reality.