can't go back..can i?

thankful even if..

Beam

Ming just looked at me.
After Wayo leave us.

"I will stay in my condo for some nights" he said softly.

"I know Wayo wants me to forget about this." He said.

He hold both my hands.

"Beam this is too difficukt for me na. You versus my buddy." He said.

I nooded.

I know

I understand.
When him and Phana was nit in good terms because of Wayo and Phana's beak up i was also torn in between.

"He kissed mh hand then he stand. He grabbed his things and leave.

Kit and Wayo came to me and hugged me.

"Guys we still have classes." Kit said.

"I will be fine na, Kit and Phana are with me" i said to Wayo, i know he worries for me. He worries for every one.

"Babe Ming" Wayo said to Forth. Forth kissed Wayo's forehead then he leave.

"Ee will send you to your class" Phana said.

"Take care of Beam na." He said and saluted us.
Then  a car stoed by his side.

One of his gang.
He get in.

I wish Wayo is with me.

Phana drives Kit's car, back yo our college.

"What the hell?" Kut aid.

He showed me the phoyo Wayo send him.
Sharp kissing me on bed.

"I wanna walk towards him and punch him in his damn face." I said loud.

"Doctor Beam let us keep your reputation na Mr. Cassanova. And your records clean doc. Let the experts do their work." Phana said.

"Wayo, Forth?" I asked.

"No mh friend real professiinal mafia." Phana smirked.

"I am damn telling you soon this will be over." Phana said.

I wiped my face. It is Forth's.
His scent is on it,

"Beam, if Forth is available will you kiss him like Sharp?" One of our vlassmates asked.
"Doctors are really attractive to meds" another one said.
"Who is next?" Anothrr asked,

I keep my silence.

Classes ended. I have no car.

But Forth and Wayo picked me up and send me to Aunty thye did say anything about Ming, they both just sway their heads to the music.

"Beam do you need companion?" Wayo asked.

"I am fine na Mung, thanks a lot." I said.
I do not want to disturb them more their hoeneymoon was been ruined.

Wayo and Forth did not leave unless i entered the apartment.

Kit and Phana needs to stay in the dorm for the night.

I started cooking dinner.

Talay and Intouch came.

"Aw... p' Beam, are you alone?" Talay asked.

I just nooded.

"Are you okay P'?" He asked.

I just looked at them.

They reflected the gloom i have.

"I am fine na" i said.

"Aww.. what time p' Ming will come?" Intouch asked.